alcoholism is a disease, but it's the only one you can get yelled at for having. 'god damn it, otto, you are an alcoholic.' 'god damn it, otto, you have lupus...' One of those two does not sound right.
" i wrote a screenplay and gave it to a director friend of mine. he said it was good, but i should re-write it. i said hey, i can print you out another copy right now"- mh . i love it
lots of entries in one day. i've started feeling scared, though, because like...
i don't know. he tells me he has the solution to my problem.
that i will be out of here soon.
that i will not have to live with people who do not treat me right anymore, and that i'll come home from work happy every day to someone who'll hug me... Read More
okay, this morning has sucked the fattest cock... i cannot even tell you.
getting up and trying to make a cup of coffee in this house is like going to viet nam, only everyone has sawed off shotguns and grenade launchers instead of their regular weapons.
i hate it here.
i'm waiting for carrie to wake up so i can see if i can con... Read More
i don't have any pot, and i haven't really done anything all day, but it's all gravy.
tomorrow i'll get an eighth...
oh! my ear is infected. did i say this already? so i have to start taking those terrible antibiotics again. as long as it'll make my fuckin' ear stop hurting, i don't care. it's terrible.
was feeling a little sad this morning, but i smoked pot and now i feel better.
i'm getting my car fixed tomorrow - well, taking it in to be fixed... fuck knows how long it's going to take. i think it was there three weeks last time.
oh well. soon it will be back in working order and i won't be such a carless loser.... Read More
umm... haven't been doing much lately. nothing to write home about, at least. i had a brief moment of happiness on the way home today, even though i'm stuck inside cleaning all day instead of frolicking in the first warm-ish afternoon in a while - it appears that i might be returning to my former self.