Wednesday Dec 21, 2005

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So apperently my Drivers License has been suspended since MAY! eeek
From what the DMV says it looks like my insurance agent made a mistake in fileing my switch in insurance companies on 2/8/05.... what the shit! confused
So because of this I might be home all by myself on Christmas, instead of out of town with my family because I can't drive. whatever
Good times!
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saida:
OH NO THATS HORRIBLE!

anything I can do?

and thanks for the sweetness as usual pumpkin kiss
harshrocker:
That is completely lame.

Sunday Dec 18, 2005

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I'm listening to the Arcade Fire, they remind me of Echo & the Bunnymen.

I can't sleep, I have too much running thru my head, and too much pain running down my neck and back. Not to mention I took a mini nap earlier on accident. frown

I miss you.frown

Flux is so pretty in her latest set. Well pretty isn't good enough, but it...
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jade:
Awww, sweetie. Is it still really painful on your back and neck? frown

I like Arcade Fire too.

mercie:
I like both Echo and Arcade Fire. I don't see too much of a similarity, but I can just a bit since you've pointed it out.

I'm not unhappy as much as I used to be... Since I've fallen into this comfortable niche, things have been better than normal. Since I kind of know where I am, what is and isn't expected of me. Its easier this way,the comfortable way. Nor am I completely happy. But who is really happy though? No one I know. But your hugs are welcome anytime, I need all the ones I can get. Virtual and real. kiss

Thursday Dec 15, 2005

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"listen you screw heads":
You wanna see me naked?

It's not done yet, but it's all up there. If you want to buy a print then email me thru my contact page here on SG.



In other news:
*My knee is totally fucked. I think it has something to do with my mother falling on me. It hurts so bad it has taken my mind...
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melantha:
I'm sorry to hear about your knee.. like you needed that on top of the back pain and everything else. Could certainly hope for a better distraction. Have you at least gotten to see a doctor or anything? maybe in a few days if the pain's let up enough, you can talk a friend into rubbing the muscles there really well. And the cold can't be helping any of this. ... I haven't gone too far back in your entries, but is there anything you can do for your back? ... I have no choice but to get shots in mine every 4 weeks, otherwise I can't function between how tight I get and the migraines.
harshrocker:
Ouch. Too bad about your knee. And your set being turned down for SG. You look great in all the photos. Maybe it was too Western NY or something.

Wednesday Dec 14, 2005

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Sometimes loving someone can bring about the worst pain you can possibly feel in your life. When that happens to someone else it's hard to know what to do or what to say, and you just wish you knew what to do/say. Often there is nothing you can do/say. I guess all I've got is that I hope things improve for my SG buddy who...
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cereal_killer:
wow, well at one point i was gonna ask why you took care of your brother, but now i guess i don't have to.

hope your back is doing better after she fell on you.

oh, it was really nice chatting with you earlier btw... we'll have to do it again sometime. biggrin
godlessnerd:
that is so sucky. Like you didnt have back problems before or anything whatever

hope I get to talk to you today. ARRR!!!

I love you love blush

Monday Dec 12, 2005

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I just want to say thank you to everyone who took the time to say something about the photos I posted from my rejected set. When my site is up and running there should be more on there or at least different ones. I didn't post any of the naked ones here, but they will likely be on my site. We took 315 pics total...
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havok735:
Sadly, I was not at the 311 show. frown

Well, I really hope that they accept a set you send in since we need to keep you here!

On a random note, I thought I saw you at a show in Buffalo, but figured it wasn't since it was a Silverstein, and Bayside show (technically headlined by Hawthorne Heights, but they sucked). Since it was mostly little kids there I just figured it wasn't you...
mercie:
wait, I didn't catch that it was rejected. frown I'm sorry darling.

Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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Um yeah...

Things are slowing down to the usual crapness that is my life. They were pretty topsy-turvy for a while though. I moved in and am somewhat settled into the new place. My man came to visit for 3 hot weeks. I planned and pulled off my best friend's wedding in less than a month. My cell-a-ma-phone grew some legs and decided it was...
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artpie:
Hey Baby Sister.... Just got done with a 12 hour work day & I fickin' wrecked.... good to hear from you girl...
took a gander at yer pics...
feelin' on #s 1,5,9 & 10
even though #1 is a bit out of focus, the bright sun/over exposure thing on your skin is gorgeous
5 just grabs me because of the texture that your sweater and kilt are making in the shot
9 just 'cause I like seeing you smile & the fabric across your fingers is pretty eFFin' hot
10 cause the shadow of your hair across your shoulder matches the angle of your ear bauble

thinkin about ya Girl... my head's just been up my ass a bit the last few... saved your messages just to hear you voice every once in a whike
lonin' on ya
j

supernal:
Just seen your rejected pics, they are very cute shame they wernt accepted frown

Thursday Dec 01, 2005

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Ok, real quick... a small window into my insanity:

I moved. It sucks but it good at the same time. confused
I have no phone. My cell was either stolen at my best friend's wedding ooor it decided it had enough of my crazy life and grew legs and walked out on me at my best friend's wedding. In any case I need all your guys...
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godlessnerd:
I miss you SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! frown
godlessnerd:
I love you too smile love kiss

Monday Nov 07, 2005

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HOLY FUCKING HELL! eeek

Anyone that lives near me if you are able and willing I need help painting my new place... frown
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msashleypaige:
awww, I wish that I could help hunny! kiss
mercie:
i love to paint. too bad i don't live nearby!
xo

Wednesday Nov 02, 2005

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Well, this was supposed to be a Hallowe'en update, but my comp decided I was going to lose net connection and not regain it for a while so now it is a Nov.2nd update all about Hallowe'en. whatever Not to mention my internet service provider had issues with my bank changing names, they couldnt figure out how my account information stayed the same even though the...
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godlessnerd:
i freakin' love that costume! smile SOOO HOT! love love love

Those crazy spanish dudes always give me a laugh, specially when they try and buy sex stuff.

I will see you in 12 DAYS!!! smile blush kiss kiss kiss
harshrocker:
Yeah, our Halloween weather was good for once. It was a fun weekend, only I don't look to good in the part of the story that happened between 1:40 AM and 2:30 AM Halloween night. I guess I did better than one of my friends because he couldn't remember the night and he lost his costume. He was a poker dealer with a huge cardboard card table, which somehow he lost. Oops.

Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

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harshrocker:
I think the hat would OK with the coat. It reminds me that I need to get some new warm weater clothes. I don't even want to think about snow. I still keep thinking summer will be back tomorrow.
myowndsign:
aw that sad yea i have developed an ulcer myself cus i was depressed 5 years ago when i lost a close relative in my family so i was like on a soda/pop beng all i drank was that stuff and what it did was ate the stomache lining up and it was freaking terrible i had stomach pains that want to make you sqench up in to a lil ball and doctors are gay all they did was say there wasnt nothing wrong with me with there thumbs up there asses after the like 5th visit they finally clicked in there head that it was an ulcer

Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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"The radio keeps playing our old song again
To remind me of times when I thought
The day would never end"

Meh.

Stuff is funky.

There is too much going on right now in my life, but I'll manage just fine. At least I know that.

I'm pretty stressed about November. I need a lot more money than I will have or make....
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harshrocker:
I put up a picture of my recent art purchase.
Damn the rain.
redfirefaery:
west seneca store... 350 orchard park road... i'm there 9am-8pm tomorrow! robot (corporate drone)

Tuesday Oct 18, 2005

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Curses! I was double tagged by redfirefaery and havok735! mad

But since I love them here is the twenty things about me:

1. I don't use a heating pad on my back/neck; instead I use a 'corn bag'. My Aunt Sue made it for me. It is feed corn in a little pillow case that you heat in the microwave. It smells like popcorn and gives...
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harshrocker:
I didn't get a new skateboard. I did get one a month ago and new bearings are very nice. What I got in the mail on Tuesday was a hand painted wooden sculpture. I should have a pic up by early next week. I hope. Stinkin' work.

ash:
MAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNN!!! mad Let me tell YOU something, girl ... Ive also been in a very serious car accident. That was almost EIGHT fucking years ago, and it STILL directly affects my daily life, and according to my doctor .. it ALWAYS WILL. I will always be in pain, and the pain will always affect my life ... Im sure your situation is very similar. Dont listen to any of those fockers, they obviously have no idea what its like to go thru something so traumatic and painful

*end rant*

I would comment on everything else u wrote ... if I thought it wouldnt provoke more rants, lol! It seems we have an awful lot in common smile
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