Wednesday Oct 15, 2008

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Sooooo I haven't posted a blog in over a month! I apologize. I've been really busy with school, etc.

I'm still busy now (with midterms), but nonetheless, here I am.

I'm super excited for Halloween... This year I'm being Poison Ivy. I'm working REALLLLLLLLY hard on getting the costume together and it not sucking.
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wired:
must post some pics. kiss
elea:
OMG what a great costme idea. I wish we celebrated Halloween over here.
You will post pics, will you?

Wednesday Sep 10, 2008

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I think this year is more college-y for me... I'm sleeping a lot less. Part of that is my schedule and the other part is my roommate. Haha. I made brownies last night after a meeting of College Dems and then went to play Clue with friends... And then they wouldn't let me leave until 1am. So sleepy.

An unfortunate side effect of the medicine...
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acidduck:
Tell me how "Burn After Reading" is... I want to see this - I love the Coen Brothers. They still haven't topped "The Big Lebowski" in my opinion though! The Dude is the best.
zerstoer:
You haven't posted in a month! We misses your posts.

Monday Sep 08, 2008

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Why, if you're in a good relationship, do you need to keep other people around that are/were attracted to you?

Does that mean the boyfriend/girlfriend isn't good enough?
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sammarie:
i've been there. i noticed in another blog that you said he teases you. that might be a part of it. my ex did that. he would tease me and make me feel terrible about my body and my, well, everything. most of that was because of his own insecurities. and that made positive attention from other people really welcome. without that the little self esteem i did have would have been completely destroyed. the guy im in a relationship with right now makes me feel truly beautiful. and i find that it doesn't really matter if anybody else finds me attractive. i don't want or need that attention any more. i don't really know where to guide you with that. just that i do understand. confused
nickguy:
Always bumps the ego up a little bit. Most people are into that.

Tuesday Sep 02, 2008

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School is keeping me pretty busy which is good and bad.

I'm tired of arguing with my boyfriend about stuff. Everything seems to go in circles starting with something I can't change and he won't change. So we're both just trying to be what the other needs. Generally I'm happy with him but I think my low self-esteem bothers him sometimes because I get sensitive...
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ethanmyers:
I might have some music, but will have to check my ipod first.


and people do like you, you are cool and all that.
seymouria:
i love all the free food that comes with the first week of school. smile

Wednesday Aug 27, 2008

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So...

45 dollars of alcohol?

Yeah that's gone. They raided our floor because some dumbass couldn't figure out how to hotbox his bathroom correctly and the whole floor smelled like pot.

Yeah that sucked.

I'm feeling awesome and shitty on and off. I like my classes and everything but I'm tired of dealing with ex girlfriend shit. I feel like I'll never measure up. It...
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ironsurfer:
Seems like such a waste of alcohol, I'm sad for it...and for you.
ethanmyers:
somebody best thrash his room or something for that stupidity.

fuck throwing out booze? That's alcohol abuse dammit!

Saturday Aug 23, 2008

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Ohhhhhh man.

So I apologize for basically not doing anything but lurking here since my last blog.

I continued being REALLY sick until about Wednesday. Still sick now. On three different pills and one other kind of medicine.

On top of that, I had to buy everything for moving in this year (we have a kitchen so I had a lot more to get) plus...
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yowlinyeti:
i hope you get better soon!
and best of luck with moving in and such.
are you excited for classes to start up again? i know i am!

and i hear ya on the relationship front. how bouts we just go out and that'll make it all better. hahaha tongue
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
I am sorry to hear that you have been so poorly. You are okay now?

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I told elleseven to check you out because she has been watching Paprika and I could not help name-dropping


Friday Aug 15, 2008

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I'm having a ridiculous amount of medical problems right now. Of course, the week before I move back into school.

Warning to all girls, do not take Ocella, the generic form of Yasmin. I've only been taking it for a week and a half. I'm having trouble breathing among other things.
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gadget:
wow. I take Yaz, but they don't make a generic form of that so I was stuck getting the name brand - which on my last insurance was a 15 dollar copay. With my new insurance I can get name brand for 5 bucks!

I'm sorry to hear about that though, that's why medication is so fucking scary. Good luck!
nephele:
Oh God, that is scary.

I take Yaz as well, which my insurance covers half of, so it's about 30 dollars. That might be a bit pricey, but no other form of birth control has worked as well for me as this one does.

Wednesday Aug 13, 2008

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Just got home from vacation. I told my boss I could keep working if he hadn't hired anyone else, but honestly there's no way I could have made it in today. My stomach is still fucked up and I don't think I could handle standing for six hours. So I called last night and said I got a letter from my school that I have...
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yowlinyeti:
from what it sounds like, he needs to get his shit together. i understand that u feel bad (i prlly would too), but he seems to not really know how to do his own job.
wired:
i hate bosses that can't handle there own shit. good thing i'm the boss. smile hope you feel better. kiss

Wednesday Aug 06, 2008

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I'm on vacation. It has been boring and will continue to be boring.

Wish I had stayed home instead. Don't want to deal with relationship shit either. Being a girl sucks.
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lovebird:
I am sorry that your vacation is boring! frown
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
Yeah, but if you are going to be a girl you may as well be a pretty one, right?

Sunday Aug 03, 2008

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Right now I'm hurt to the point where I don't even know what to say.

But I don't have anyone to say it to, either.

It's hard to love someone and to receive love.
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mylatehope:
hang in there, hun
gadget:
hey, I did this friends clean up. I think I must have deleted you. I find deleting things very therapeutic so sometimes, I go overboard.

Don't take it personally, I'm sure you can appreciate the need for a little personal therapy ever now and again.
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