What a beautiful and sorrowful ceremony today, in honor of my dear friend who passed away from cancer. Death took her at a very young age. She would have turned twenty today. There was not a dry eye in sight. Although, it was wonderful to be in Colin's arms again. I missed him so much. The moment I saw him, he wrapped his long arms...
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It took me much longer to realize this than it should have...the reason we're so unhappy and keep arguing all the time, is...wait for it...because I keep trying to make myself unhappy. I'm not only not completely honest with him about my feelings, but I'm not honest with myself. I keep pushing him to do things that I think will make him happy, even if...
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hannahaiden:
It's always hardest to be honest with yourself. Be brave and figure out what makes you happy, it's your life so may as well try to make it a happy one.
heatdude:
Life is what we make of it and sometimes we can make it rough. Take charge may friend, relax and enjoy your surroundings.
Oh man...all the feels tonight!
I'm not sure why life keeps throwing me these curve balls, but it definitely makes life interesting.
I'm not sure why life keeps throwing me these curve balls, but it definitely makes life interesting.
burntsolace:
Interesting better then dull.
Update on life...as of recently:
My dear childhood friend, Colin, recently lost his sister to leukemia. I'll be going to the funeral on October 14. She was only 19, and we thought she was getting better. She suddenly relapsed less than a month ago, and Colin's friend called me the night they were taking her off life support. Colin wouldn't contact me to let me...
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My dear childhood friend, Colin, recently lost his sister to leukemia. I'll be going to the funeral on October 14. She was only 19, and we thought she was getting better. She suddenly relapsed less than a month ago, and Colin's friend called me the night they were taking her off life support. Colin wouldn't contact me to let me...
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heatdude:
Dam when it rains it pours..keep your head it'll all pass. Sorry about your friend I too just lost a good friend.
severen:
I always get all fangirl-ish 
Second post of the day...because I'm bored and stuck at home.
Icky sicky...not a happy camper today. Could you some hugs and gentle virtual cuddles. Thankfully, the boy is coming over tonight to provide some real cuddles.
Someone send me something entertaining!
Icky sicky...not a happy camper today. Could you some hugs and gentle virtual cuddles. Thankfully, the boy is coming over tonight to provide some real cuddles.
Someone send me something entertaining!
entese:
oh you poor thing! i send you not only hugs but a lot of kisses
burntsolace:
Awwww
I don't want to think anymore...brain, shut up!
burntsolace:
Hands over ear plugs, with brain dampeners. "These mighthelp"
This week I'm volunteering for VBS (Vacation Bible School), because my mother is in charge of it. I'm the official photographer, which means I get to take pictures, every morning, of a hundred kids, plus all the adult and youth volunteers. Who knew that taking pictures of more than a hundred people would be so exhausting, or rewarding?
On the plus side, I was productive...
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On the plus side, I was productive...
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mydogfarted:
I just discovered Sherlock on Netflix. It's a modern take on Sherlock Holmes. It's three episodes per season, but they are an hour and a half long. Plus, it's British, and the accents make my pants tight. 
Andrew is my teenage crush...the guy I would have liked when I was his age. Now that I'm older, my tastes have changed. I'd like to believe I'm not the same girl I was five years go...when I was his age. For goodness sake, I'd at least like to be dating someone who I could drink with...in public! I guess he appeals to the part...
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semiretiredpunk:
Being a grown-up is a myth. Other people may think someone is, and they may think they are themselves, but they are deluded.
tylert:
I don't know. I don't feel "grown up" but I'm different than I was when I was 19....a lot different. Maybe "growing up" is not a destination....maybe it's a process.....Maybe you are growing up by asking yourself all these questions. I don't know. Good luck.
Oh...I saw Batman the other night.....It was sooooo good! I loved it.
Oh...I saw Batman the other night.....It was sooooo good! I loved it.
I wish I could say life is good. I wish I could say my relationship is good, and maybe it is, but I have my concerns. I'm constantly worried I'm doing something wrong or upsetting him. I'm constantly insecure, thinking I'm not good enough, and I'm not what he needs right now. I'm awfully high maintenance lately, and I don't like it. This is not...
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tylert:
Hugs! I am sure you'll work it out. Hugs again.