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So I'm supposed to hook up with a girl on Friday but I'm honestly nervous. First time with someone I wasn't married to in over seven years!

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luella_deville:
You'll be fine! It's just like riding a bike...! erm... confused
chi:
How'd it go??
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Is it weird that I'm 31 and have never had a physical?

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hippomonki:
it'd be weird if you were 31 and had never been to the dr
chi:
Yes you have, just not by an actual MD. tongue
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Roses are red,
Violets are blue
Goddammit I just realized I have to use condoms again.

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chi:
Fucking love that... and hate it. tongue
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Shitty day at work, broken heart feels more broken then usual, gonna watch one of my favorite movies: Scott Pilgrim vs The World.

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"Behind the mask of indifference is bottomless misery" - John Bowlby

I start the new year alone and broken. I walk out into the world with armor made from my broken heart and a sword made of tears. The new year show promise in that it may finally end and put us all out of our collective misery. The end is nigh, my friends. The...
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luella_deville:
Thank you, I appreciate it smile
This will probably sound really weird, but I thought of you randomly a couple of days before you reappeared on here. Just popped into my head!
Also, I wanted to say please don't blame yourself or feel guilty about not being there when your mother passed. I have had nurses tell me that so many times a patient will be holding on and holding on and then when their family member leaves to go to the bathroom or get a snack, they will pass. It's like they want to spare their family from seeing it, and it's happened with three people I have known. I'm positive your mum knew how much you love her, and she knew all the wonderful things you did for her.
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finch:
you are not a failure. i was the only person in my family who wasn't present when my dad died. and i'm not a failure for it, either. it took me a very, very long time to learn that. some days, i still haven't.
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merlowe:
I don't know..how I didn't know about that?!!
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The bird is dead.

I called the emergency wild animal shelter to find out what to do and they suggested I force feed it a little warm water and a little bread so I did. The little sparrow seemed to be doing better so I bundled it up and let it sleep. They told me it might be hypothermia and to make sure to keep...
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merlowe:
Ahhh no my luv..you did ALL you could of done..short of mouth to mouth!! shocked Or wait did you do that? whatever
I am so glad that you have in you what it took to even pick up that little birdy smile If I ever fall out of a tree I hope it is in front of your house!! biggrinlove
scarlaa:
Awwwww! That's so sweet you even tried! Not many people would do that for a little bird. That just shows you have a wonderful character and a giving heart. *hugs* Thanks for the birthday wishes btw.
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(Didn't think this actually happens but) The wife found an injured small bird in the backyard and we're trying to nurse it back to health. We put it in a small cage, bundled it in a towel since it was shivering and it's cold out, gave it some water and bread, brought it inside, and put some antibiotic on its wound. It looks like it...
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merlowe:
Ahhh is it a baby bird? That is sad!
finch:
did you call an animal rescue place? sometimes they have good tips for helping animals like that.
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Group sucked today. It's hard to talk about my feelings with complete strangers. It's a condition of my release though so I guess I have no choice. Other than that... nothing.

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luella_deville:
Nice!
I am extremely uncool, I don't know what it's from frown
I like it though haha
casca:
Thank you smile