Ok so I have decided I am paying for this so I am going to see what kind of benifits SG has to offer. Well other than changing the way I look at myself. I think I will start networking...try to get my photos out there! I want to something like this but not so naked! I wonder if there is a way to be an SG without taking it ALL off. Not that I have an issue with the girls I just can't go that far with my body! I want to model though I know that! I don't know...I wish I had the money to fix up the damage caused by having my son! I think it would help in my rode to being who I want to be! I love my life I just feel like I am missing out on something big, don't get me wrong I have an amaizing guy and son but I want to do something for me, I know I sound selfish but I do the same thing EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!!!!! I hate it so much I want to get life going for my little family but have fn doing it! I want to know that I can support my son doing something I love not something I have to do!