mavericka

I just can't let that last post sit there its just too ugly. Very late last night i finally fell asleep with a wet towel on my forehead. I finally got the break i needed and I feel very greatful today. And my headache was gone when i woke up i was starting to think it would never go away. When i woke up i...
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started to get chest pains last night so i went to the hospital, they said i have heart damage from the bad habit i quit three years ago that shall not be named but that i wasn't in imediate danger. They wanted to keep me for more tests but i was just getting more upset the longer i stayed there finally decided i'd rather die...
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you know screw other people being mad at me i've worked myself up to the point that i broke out in fucking hives or something. it looks like i have chicken pox all over my chest and shoulders. why do i ever fucking give a shit about everybody liking me i'm the wierd antisocial goth chick that sits in the corner and flips people off...
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My grandpa was in the army in WW2, The BIg One, as he always says. He got back to the states and married my grandma and they honeymooned in galveston. They wanted to dance, they've always loved to, so they went to this speak easy on the boardwalk and were going to be turned away except that they noticed my grandfather was wearing his uniform....
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The lights flickered, cable and internet went out, we lost some big branches on the trees in the backyard and our garage almost flooded but compared to the Texas coast we did very well.

We dreamers have our ways
Of facing rainy days
And somehow we survive

We keep the feelings warm
Protect them from the storm
Until our time arrives

Then one day the...
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Well the director decided he wanted us in the tech booth. Moms not directing this time she'll be doing sound. So that will keep me busy every night next week and for two weekends after. I remember thinking the movie and play were boring but i haven't seen them since i was little. The play has a lot of actors i respect in it, it...
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These last few days I've been pretty grouchy, with moments where everything seems pointless. I'm still waiting to find out if i'll be working tech for On Golden Pond. And Jerm finally left town. I have mixed feelings about it. As annoying as it is to have someone demanding my attention its kinda nice that someone would want to demand my attention. I dunno.

today was a sleepy day, not only was a sleepy all day but everyone i talked to kept yawning. how about you?