mavericka

Dorothy Parker is awesome


Lady, lady, never start
Conversation toward your heart;
Keep your pretty words serene;
Never murmur what you mean.
Show yourself, by word and look,
Swift and shallow as a brook.
Be as cool and quick to go
As a drop of April snow;
Be as delicate and gay
As a cherry flower in May.
Lady, lady, never speak
Of the tears...
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in the middle of the night when i was having trouble thinking at all this made perfect sense. and NO its NOT ABOUT YOU!! this means YOU!



I remember when you told me
"Pick anyone you want"
I was picky
and then I picked a few
And then I realised, I was the one who had been picked.
It was always you, with many faces...
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They had the playhouse awards and I won for best lighting for the musical. Its black with gold writing on it. So no more plays till new years eve. Just movies. I think they should show this at the begining of the movies.

today went beyond my usual gone with the wind emoness.

major suckage, and all the chocolate in the world can't save me

Turn It On


sometime i forget who i am
playing in my own little selfish emo rock band
self promotion? hell if thats the way its got to be
do me a favor and turn the world on for me

how can i fight, for what is right
when you always leave the room and turn off the light

sometimes i swear, and wish i...
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The Ending Day


High in my tower I sit by the hour
From far away watching you day by day
giving the things you believed in away

Here in my tower at the top of this late hour
I fight off the dreams and the visions of you
The needy blow kisses, i capture their wishes
Throwing to them dried flowers
and elbowing the other...
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the cold i caught is almost gone, i think if i could just get the headaches under control i'd be in pretty good shape. I should be resting more but its just too boring lol. I know i seem the type to love to just lay around all day but i always want to be doing two or three things at a time. I've got...
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