into: Excesses and emptiness. The four G's: Gay boys, geek boys, glam boys, and girls! girls! girls! Straight-edged punk rock girls, indie hipsters, faerie girls, doll faces, and boys in makeup. Geeks, goddesses, dykes, and dandies. People firmly on the ground but looking up at the stars. Or is this "what gets me hot..."?
not into: quantum/temporal mechanics
makes me happy: Green tea, --- l, Neverwinter Nights, SLEEP. Odwalla bars, ginger icecream, mango-pomegranate juice, dreamless SLEEP. Fluffy mammals (miss my Yuki) SLEEPing to music. Have i mentioned my sleep addiction?
makes me sad: Fibromyalgia. Meat. never ever SLEEPing well, ever. The 90's. Cancer. No really, i f'in HATE the 90s. The FDA, DMCA, RIAA, FCC, and maybe some other acronyms.
5 things i can't live without: computer w/ internet access; lipgloss i never remember to use and eyeliner that i rub over everything i touch; numbing agents (from advil to alcohol and prescription meds in the middle); freedom to move my tight, paralyzed, uncertain and unused body; &oh!
vices: alcohol (no vodka anymore, just wine please. or chocolate thunder porter, yes!), sharp shiny things (in theory), excess of sleep to a drug-abusive point. I have a pretty expensive "Rockstar" drink habit these days.
thoughts on sg: It's okay
i spend most of my free time: asleep, in pain, or sleeping in pain
occupation: hermit, tired girl, retail goddess (professional wannabe, comic book fairy)
current crush: Emily Haines, Annie Clark Cillian Murphy, Bianca Casady, Aayla Secura, Alan Cumming, Kathleen Hanna, Leisha Hailey, and Chunx. I desperately need a new crush for irl...
stats: 100% pure mouse/pop idol dichotomy.
body mods: Kanji for 'nezumi' (mouse) on left arm. Gradient star on right wrist. Wilde quote across forearms. Fascinating scars with partially forgotten stories.
Slightly mysterious bruises.
heroes: Oscar Wilde. Olivia :( No really, she was my vegan-webmasterin' hero i aspired to be and i miss her too much...
gets me hot: Fonts. Books. Boots. Sharp Shiny Things. Tattoos and dyed hair. Stars. O-rings. Striped socks. Corsetry. Scars. Necks, wrists, and backs. Bruises and Bite Marks. Strong boy arms and fragile girl hands. Giving, never receiving. Or is this
favorite position: the lazy *anhedonic* pervert's positions. [girl on girl action? a little mental yoga/intellectual intercourse/conceptual what have you.]
fantasy: Getting out of here and becoming real. Or becoming completely artificial and perfect, and being a pop idol.
sign: moonchildwaterbaby
most humbling moment: that time it was dark. i was eaten by a grue.
CIGARETTES: Nope
MY DIET: Vegetarian
ALCOHOL: I am a complete drunkard
MY DRUG USE: Drug Free
I AM LOOKING FOR: whoever comes along
MY KINK FACTOR: I'll try anything once, especially if you beg for it.
MY POLITICS: Politics, who cares?
POT: Nope
MY STATUS: single
MY PIGEONHOLES: Emo, Arty, Indie Rocker, Goth, Designwank, Fashionista, Punk, Hipster, Rockabilly, Bookworm, Geek, Fetish, Gamer, Diva, Fuck you, I defy categories
