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There are some time when I can't help but feel completely fucking bitter. Yeah, this very moment is one of those times. And yet at the same time I want nothing more than to curl up with somebody in bed and just spend the next few days there.

This song makes me want to lay outside in the sun....

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hamdiesel:
Awww You are Beauitful and you should always feel beauitful!! If he doesnt make u feel that way then he isnt worth ur time!! And if u think he is using get out he doesnt deseve you!! I hate when guy use girls!!! I also like that song alot cuz i cant imagine how many girls feel that way on a daily basis and none of them should. But I think you are Beauitful!! So you shuldnt feel like your not!! I hope you have a good night and a great Wensday!! Nighty Night Take Care smile
musical_poet:
awww *hugs*
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Less Than Jake kicked ASS. I also got my ass handed to me. I got dragged into a huge circle pit with Joanna during one of the last songs. This kid just came up behind us as we were watching and shoved us in, which was very amusing. We went around once and tried to get back out but then Dan was like, "NOPE! Get...
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musical_poet:
That sucks!!! but you ARE hardcore because you were a bloody mess smile I hope that you are doing better though *hugs*
My throat still hurts tongue I'm gonna be going to Battle Of The Bands too...my friend's band and band that I manage--Thoughts Of Crossing is playing on Friday and of course I'm going to see Story Of The Year--my fav band biggrin
musical_poet:
I'll be one of many probably wearing a band tee. I'm not that hard to find, if you've seen my pics biggrin
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"where is your boy tonight?"

Um, I pretty much slept all freaking day. I needed to play catch-up on it anyway. I feel so much better. And now I'm wired on cherry Coke, so life is good.

Things look up today, I feel like I can handle my work load for the moment. I'm sure I'll be feeling otherwise here in a few hours after...
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musical_poet:
Then after that VEISHEA biggrin
kelevra:
in florida still, but not for to much longer

sure sounds like you have a lot on your plate
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Oh yeah, I check my account balance again yesterday, it was -$400. Some idiot SOMEWHERE either fucked up or fucked me over. I literally broke into tears when I saw that because I thought that I'D done something wrong. But, its fixed, or getting fixed at least. Although we had to cut up my card and I won't get a new one for about two...
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srstinnky:
snow?!?!!? wtf is wrong with them??!?

well money ishues... go here.. maybe it can help u..

kiss
t7:
Come to saskatchewan, you can give out mucho face punching here, theres still a decent amount of snow around despite the fact its very warm out. Its never ending winter here. Sorry to hear about your banking issue, I hope its all resolved and that they put extra money in and you can withdraw it all before they notice that they put extra in.
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I checked my checking account balance today. I have $17.11 right now. Ouch. And a mountain of bills to pay. Double ouch.

Although I did get my old job back at Quizno's today. I'm not too terribly excited about that...but its a job and it will have to do for now.

I need to lay down and take a long freaking nap. Buuuut, I won't....
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t7:
Gota love bills, I just got a new job, its not terrible but Im desk ridden all day and its not like the works hard, all Ive been doing is planning out how to rob atms. Its not my job but well its essentially something to keep my occupied while my brain melts behind a desk.

Beer is good, I have consumed 3 this evening.

kelevra:
awesome videos, lol. well that make 2 of us that are sooo poor that we had to get jobs. oooh well, what else are we ganna do about it. now you just have to worry about is beer money, lol.

only 24 days if you believe it love
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For fucks sake. I flipped out at my father while sitting on the bus. I was literally screaming into the phone and the other passengers looked freaked out. I was nearly in hysterics. You DON'T talk badly about somebody who just fucking DIED to a girl that was his fucking friend. You stupid ignorant asshole. And then he went on to critisize me about how...
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t7:
Theres always the option of just plain offing him you know, of course you didnt hear that sugestion from me biggrin .
If ya want I can show ya how to run a wire from his engine to his gas tank, and when he starts his new car, kaboom! Or just higher someone to rob him, fence the items, and split the cash with you, insurance will cover the loseses. Hey hey! easy money!
skalari:
Now why do you keep doing that?
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I've probably had the shittiest day ever. I found out that my friend and classmate was discovered dead this past afternoon. I've been upset all day. I have an exam to take in two and a half hours, but I can't go. I've been crying off and on since I found out. I emailed my professor in hopes of scheduling another time for me to...
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skalari:
Sigh, what awful awful news and a very sad time for ISU. I can only imagine what his friends are going thru, since I went thru this very recently with a friend in Kansas.

If you need to talk, cry, yell, or hug, you can call me.
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musical_poet:
I heard that on the news about Abel...does anyone know of where he was at at the time that he went missing?
srstinnky:
wow... never had a missing kid in my class...

hope you feel beter and for your homework...try to think that it is allready done. and feel like you allready are free from its burden...tell me what happens.

kiss
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So, I'm making my way to a 0 gauge. And stopping there for a while. I have to be honest, I don't know how I got this far, because I'm a big baby and this hurts like a bitch.

Oh, my hair is pink now. That's fun.

And I have a series of amazing shows to go to. Thanks to knowing (and formerly dating the...
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skalari:
LTJ? Can I come?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!?! smile

No job? That's your own damn fault. No money? Well that's just college life!

Hurray, can't wait for your set!
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Despite the fact I'm always surrounded I can't help but feel really fucking lonely. Toying with emotions is no fun, please stop.

I sometimes wish I wasn't so hesitant.

I also wish I didn't have to deal with everything that's been dropped on my head in the past 48 hours.

But this makes my day better for about 3 minutes and 45 seconds...


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musical_poet:
I don't have money for bills either, so yeah I hear ya on that one.
Once the semester winds down it'll be easier.

*hugs*
t7:
Sounds like we're in the same boat, accept when I say boat I meant badly crafted raft out of cardboard boxes thats taking on water while we sit in shark infested waters.
I hate money, sometimes I wish I just had magical unlimited amount. Its not like Im a terribly evil person so I dont see why not! Its month end and moneys stupid tight right now cause Im moving, all the bill changes and damage deposits and rent and paying movers and cost of shit has really piled up to the point Ive exhausted my bank account entirely, save for a small tincy nearly useless amount. Im moving saturday, its thursday and my place looks like a warzone, as if someone threw a couple of frag grenades through the window. I paid for movers, I wish there was such a company I could pay to pack up my place and unpack my place as well. Unforuntly even if they did exist I couldnt afford them. The stress is almost unbarable. Lets slap school and work on top of that too. The idea of suicide never crosses my mind though, the stress an anger manifest themselfves more in a homicidal way with the urge to kill other people instead!

Plan B, Im gona rob a bank, cross into the states pick you up and we are going to mexico.

If theres room on that floor, move over, we are gona need a bigger bottle of booze.