I checked my checking account balance today. I have $17.11 right now. Ouch. And a mountain of bills to pay. Double ouch.
Although I did get my old job back at Quizno's today. I'm not too terribly excited about that...but its a job and it will have to do for now.
I need to lay down and take a long freaking nap. Buuuut, I won't....
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Although I did get my old job back at Quizno's today. I'm not too terribly excited about that...but its a job and it will have to do for now.
I need to lay down and take a long freaking nap. Buuuut, I won't....
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For fucks sake. I flipped out at my father while sitting on the bus. I was literally screaming into the phone and the other passengers looked freaked out. I was nearly in hysterics. You DON'T talk badly about somebody who just fucking DIED to a girl that was his fucking friend. You stupid ignorant asshole. And then he went on to critisize me about how...
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t7:
Theres always the option of just plain offing him you know, of course you didnt hear that sugestion from me 
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If ya want I can show ya how to run a wire from his engine to his gas tank, and when he starts his new car, kaboom! Or just higher someone to rob him, fence the items, and split the cash with you, insurance will cover the loseses. Hey hey! easy money!
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If ya want I can show ya how to run a wire from his engine to his gas tank, and when he starts his new car, kaboom! Or just higher someone to rob him, fence the items, and split the cash with you, insurance will cover the loseses. Hey hey! easy money!
skalari:
Now why do you keep doing that?
I've probably had the shittiest day ever. I found out that my friend and classmate was discovered dead this past afternoon. I've been upset all day. I have an exam to take in two and a half hours, but I can't go. I've been crying off and on since I found out. I emailed my professor in hopes of scheduling another time for me to...
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skalari:
Sigh, what awful awful news and a very sad time for ISU. I can only imagine what his friends are going thru, since I went thru this very recently with a friend in Kansas.
If you need to talk, cry, yell, or hug, you can call me.
If you need to talk, cry, yell, or hug, you can call me.
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musical_poet:
I heard that on the news about Abel...does anyone know of where he was at at the time that he went missing?
srstinnky:
wow... never had a missing kid in my class...
hope you feel beter and for your homework...try to think that it is allready done. and feel like you allready are free from its burden...tell me what happens.
hope you feel beter and for your homework...try to think that it is allready done. and feel like you allready are free from its burden...tell me what happens.
So, I'm making my way to a 0 gauge. And stopping there for a while. I have to be honest, I don't know how I got this far, because I'm a big baby and this hurts like a bitch.
Oh, my hair is pink now. That's fun.
And I have a series of amazing shows to go to. Thanks to knowing (and formerly dating the...
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Oh, my hair is pink now. That's fun.
And I have a series of amazing shows to go to. Thanks to knowing (and formerly dating the...
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skalari:
LTJ? Can I come?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!?! 
No job? That's your own damn fault. No money? Well that's just college life!
Hurray, can't wait for your set!
No job? That's your own damn fault. No money? Well that's just college life!
Hurray, can't wait for your set!
Despite the fact I'm always surrounded I can't help but feel really fucking lonely. Toying with emotions is no fun, please stop.
I sometimes wish I wasn't so hesitant.
I also wish I didn't have to deal with everything that's been dropped on my head in the past 48 hours.
But this makes my day better for about 3 minutes and 45 seconds...
I need...
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I sometimes wish I wasn't so hesitant.
I also wish I didn't have to deal with everything that's been dropped on my head in the past 48 hours.
But this makes my day better for about 3 minutes and 45 seconds...
I need...
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musical_poet:
I don't have money for bills either, so yeah I hear ya on that one.
Once the semester winds down it'll be easier.
*hugs*
Once the semester winds down it'll be easier.
*hugs*
t7:
Sounds like we're in the same boat, accept when I say boat I meant badly crafted raft out of cardboard boxes thats taking on water while we sit in shark infested waters.
I hate money, sometimes I wish I just had magical unlimited amount. Its not like Im a terribly evil person so I dont see why not! Its month end and moneys stupid tight right now cause Im moving, all the bill changes and damage deposits and rent and paying movers and cost of shit has really piled up to the point Ive exhausted my bank account entirely, save for a small tincy nearly useless amount. Im moving saturday, its thursday and my place looks like a warzone, as if someone threw a couple of frag grenades through the window. I paid for movers, I wish there was such a company I could pay to pack up my place and unpack my place as well. Unforuntly even if they did exist I couldnt afford them. The stress is almost unbarable. Lets slap school and work on top of that too. The idea of suicide never crosses my mind though, the stress an anger manifest themselfves more in a homicidal way with the urge to kill other people instead!
Plan B, Im gona rob a bank, cross into the states pick you up and we are going to mexico.
If theres room on that floor, move over, we are gona need a bigger bottle of booze.
I hate money, sometimes I wish I just had magical unlimited amount. Its not like Im a terribly evil person so I dont see why not! Its month end and moneys stupid tight right now cause Im moving, all the bill changes and damage deposits and rent and paying movers and cost of shit has really piled up to the point Ive exhausted my bank account entirely, save for a small tincy nearly useless amount. Im moving saturday, its thursday and my place looks like a warzone, as if someone threw a couple of frag grenades through the window. I paid for movers, I wish there was such a company I could pay to pack up my place and unpack my place as well. Unforuntly even if they did exist I couldnt afford them. The stress is almost unbarable. Lets slap school and work on top of that too. The idea of suicide never crosses my mind though, the stress an anger manifest themselfves more in a homicidal way with the urge to kill other people instead!
Plan B, Im gona rob a bank, cross into the states pick you up and we are going to mexico.
If theres room on that floor, move over, we are gona need a bigger bottle of booze.
OMG.
So, that's the third time I've posted it on my various accounts. Because I'm freaking excited. I'm a geek. Whatever.
Homework...cleaning. I need food. Let's all donate to the "Feed The Poor College Girl" fund. Because I have zero food in my cabinets. And my dog ate all my hot dog buns.
So now I just have hot dogs...and old milk. Gross...
So, that's the third time I've posted it on my various accounts. Because I'm freaking excited. I'm a geek. Whatever.
Homework...cleaning. I need food. Let's all donate to the "Feed The Poor College Girl" fund. Because I have zero food in my cabinets. And my dog ate all my hot dog buns.
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deadflagblues:
That looks quite nice - first I've heard of it. Thanks!
I can definitely sympathize with the food thing - I'm broke as hell too. There's always ramen, though. . .
I can definitely sympathize with the food thing - I'm broke as hell too. There's always ramen, though. . .
musical_poet:
Come to Sam's Club and by a crapload of food, I'll let you use my card
This weekend was lazy and I liked it. But I'm not ready for it to be over just yet. And yet it is, bummer. Next weekend I imagine I'll be back to my partying ways though. Its nice to have some sober relaxation time. e.e
Sometime this week I'm going back to Jaded Angel to get my tattoo touched up a bit, to fill the...
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Sometime this week I'm going back to Jaded Angel to get my tattoo touched up a bit, to fill the...
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chrissteele:
I love your pics!!! You are so gorgeous!!! - Psychedelic!!!
Could you check out my poem in my latest blog? It may entertain you!
Could you check out my poem in my latest blog? It may entertain you!
srstinnky:
nice pic!
i'll send you my love and prayers
i'll send you my love and prayers
Weather...is...amazing.
How do I always end up being so damn irresponsible? Peer pressure. Pfft. Shame on my boys for talking me into skipping my class trip to drink and go to the concert tonight. But naaaah, I couldn't miss Straylight Run. That would be just plain silly. Kinda wish the boy that bought the tickets was coming with. I'm a little bummed that he's not. :\...
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kelevra:
i just want to say for the record that i had nothing to do w/you skipping out on you extra credit trip up to minnisota, & even if i did you have no proof. 
i sure hope you have fun at theat concert tonight, and i wish could have gone w/you to
i sure hope you have fun at theat concert tonight, and i wish could have gone w/you to
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skalari:
Sexy sexxxxyyyy
How was your weekend? I was up north in Minnesota visiting my brother when you called. I was a bit drunk - sorry about the, well, lack of saying anything worthwhile!
How was your weekend? I was up north in Minnesota visiting my brother when you called. I was a bit drunk - sorry about the, well, lack of saying anything worthwhile!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
Even if they are blunt it is better when people are honest so that you know how they really feel and where you stand.
I am still recovering from last night. Ouch.
I find it amusing that I ended up throwing up on the Grimes/Urbandale exit at 3am. In my drunken mind I found it hilarious and ironic and used it as my little way to say fuck you to the boy that comes from there.
I started off by drinking several beers at my place with my girl...
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I find it amusing that I ended up throwing up on the Grimes/Urbandale exit at 3am. In my drunken mind I found it hilarious and ironic and used it as my little way to say fuck you to the boy that comes from there.
I started off by drinking several beers at my place with my girl...
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kelevra:
well that just sounded like a lovly night, especially the part when you called me when you were feelin "special". im glad you enjoyed your st. patrick's day
musical_poet:
sounds fun
Beer is good, I have consumed 3 this evening.
only 24 days if you believe it