work is kicking my ass hardcore... i'm a little stressed about something that happened tonight, but i don't want to go into it...
i have a crush... on a lesbian that i work with... and she's playing games with my head... she flirts with me but won't admit that she's flirting and she picks on me nonstop... to be honest, i don't know what she... Read More
i have no idea.. i feel that way sometimes too.. i feel like girls are flirting with me.. and then i dont want to approach them cause i dont want to freak them out.. or have them be like.. no, i only like other lesbians and no bis.. its very confusing.. to like guys and girls.. gawd damn emotions.. damn them all to hell!!
but honestly.. i think you should just tell her.. the worst thing she can say is shes not interested.. and you wont lose anything..? so give it a shot.
things are going great for me... got my anxiety back under control and i finally feel like my old self again... my job is kicking my ass, but it's built my leg back up and now i barely have a limp... eventually, i will try heels... hehe
met my kittie kat katvelasquez
today... we went to eat and hang out with hellbeast, shadowmancer, and jikarx today... it was good times... kat is gorgeous and amazingly sweet and i really enjoyed getting to hang out with her... (we need some alone time, hon... soon... )
shadowmancer is hilarious and i think that he and i are going to butt heads regarding... Read More
this is a generic message to all of the people on my friends list. I have reached the point where I must accept the slackass nature of myself and accept that I will never respond to each person who told me happy birthday individually. so...this is like a memo.
if you told me happy birthday; thank you. IRL, no one did outside of family...so y'all just rocked my socks.
if you didn't tell me happy birthday...well. fuck off.
well, i bought a car... '99 honda civic... 4 door, but that's alright... it drives great and has low miles so i'm happy... i'll take pictures of it here at some point... been really busy since i've been home... work wears me out.... the photo lab manager wants me to transfer back to photo lab, and i think that position pays more, so i'm thinking... Read More
i guess i should update... no luck that the car lot my dad took me to.. i didn't like anything there... back to wheels and deals...
an old friend of mine has kind of surprised me since i got back,,, she's being actually a GOOD friend, which is catching me a little offguard... i've never been able to put alot of faith in her and... Read More