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I made my mother cry.
It was such a stupid thing. She was bothering me so much.
She wanted to know if it would be physically possible to send an email to Hawaii. She wanted to know how it would get there.
My sister was smacking me under the table, warning me. She knows how I am.
"Are you kidding me?" That's all I said....
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It was such a stupid thing. She was bothering me so much.
She wanted to know if it would be physically possible to send an email to Hawaii. She wanted to know how it would get there.
My sister was smacking me under the table, warning me. She knows how I am.
"Are you kidding me?" That's all I said....
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london:
That last paragraph reminds me of the things I used to say to my mom.
joyrider:
i say horrible shit to my mom sometimes. i was much worse when i was younger. i have a great capacity to hurt people with words. i don't like it.
Maybe this is some elaborate scheme he cooked up to get the creditors off his back.
Maybe he's getting me back for the time I showed up two hours late for a date and told him a crazy, far-fetched story about a psychopathic would-be attacker that ended with me going, "wah wah wah I'll be here all week, folks." He said he was going to...
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Maybe he's getting me back for the time I showed up two hours late for a date and told him a crazy, far-fetched story about a psychopathic would-be attacker that ended with me going, "wah wah wah I'll be here all week, folks." He said he was going to...
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jarelshow:
everyone likes,....no, loves you. hang in there. dance. sing. cry. anything. just keep going. or don't, it's really up to you. but I would like you to stay in movement......... please. with love.
girlblue:
I still think that my ex planted his identification on some bum and pushed him in front of the train just so he could easily disappear. Sometimes I dream of him knocking on my front door telling me he's not really dead, and to not to tell anyone else. Now it's three years later and sometimes I turn behind me and look around as I walk through my front door because I swear I can feel his eyes on me.
I dreamt I swallowed three muscle relaxers. I needed to get home to watch my baby sister. She might die without me. She was just a baby, but she smoked, and I had to make sure she didn't get into any cigarettes.
It was a long walk home, and the pills were potent. I couldn't stand up. I was on my knees, dragging myself along...
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It was a long walk home, and the pills were potent. I couldn't stand up. I was on my knees, dragging myself along...
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martyr13:
depends.....
if it was you....
it'd need to be alot of rope....
tee hee..
jk
perk up you...
if it was you....
it'd need to be alot of rope....
tee hee..
jk
perk up you...
considerately:
suppose.. i'm not afraid. just responsible.
I can get away with so much these days. I can say whatever I want at any time to anyone and they'll stroke my hair like an abused kitty cat that just destroyed the couch. "Poor thing. All it needs is love."
I don't drink much, but when I do I push and hit and growl and make people do things they promised themselves they'd...
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I don't drink much, but when I do I push and hit and growl and make people do things they promised themselves they'd...
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martyr13:
it better be grapes...because that is the fruit of prosperity
and that should be what is next to come down the pipe for you...
i hope that you are well , or better anyway...
love your man even though he is gone,...but you never have to stop.....just be ready when you have to face it again..
i bid you much, no...strike that.....all of my support ..
and that should be what is next to come down the pipe for you...
i hope that you are well , or better anyway...
love your man even though he is gone,...but you never have to stop.....just be ready when you have to face it again..
i bid you much, no...strike that.....all of my support ..
bailey:
your journal entries make me want to invite you over for some beer and three days worth of life changing conversation.
something about you in lodged in my throat. or maybe its just that chicken bone i swallowed eariler.
B
something about you in lodged in my throat. or maybe its just that chicken bone i swallowed eariler.
B
Saturday evening. It's good to be back here in SG land. My, how you've all grown.
To tell you the truth, I just need a place to hide for a while until I'm ready to tiptoe out into the Outside World. Can someone tell me what it's like out there these days?
I need to start talking to people again. This seemed like a good...
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To tell you the truth, I just need a place to hide for a while until I'm ready to tiptoe out into the Outside World. Can someone tell me what it's like out there these days?
I need to start talking to people again. This seemed like a good...
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timmy:
The "Outside World"? It's the same as it's always been, running solely on blowjobs.
Welcome back to the land of make-believe.
Welcome back to the land of make-believe.
chaosmonkey:
You have to know how much happier I am now that you're back here with us. So I'm recording it here for all it's worth.
Wheeeeee.
Wheeeeee.
enjoy the fruit tattoo
I don't know. The road you're on now is one very close to one I've walked too many times. I've had many people leave on me, and all of them have taken a piece of me with them. It hurts, it hurts a long time, and there's no easy answer, no easy way. to how to cope with it. I've been lucky, my art has given me the escape.
Often it's simply others who help. You clearly have people here who will listen and who will give what help they can. Take advantage of it, the strength of others is no small resource...and right now you need all you can get.
Each person who reaches out, that's a hand you can hold and know that for that moment, that person is willing to share your pain as much as they can. They can't take it away, but they will let you know you're not alone in it...grab onto those hands, dear, they will keep you from sinking...