I am very elated. My crush and I shared our first kiss last night or I guess this morning and it was amazing. I was so nervous which I suppose is typical me, but I'm really glad that I went for it. I really like her and I went to sleep this morning in the best mood ever, but then I dreamt about my shitty ass past relationships...ugh! I'm not going to let that mess up this though, but I also realize that we have a whole lot to discuss. Like the whole, still getting to know each other better thing. I'm thrilled to start a relationship with such a wonderful person though and I have a feeling that this time things are different. I'm trying to move a little bit slower, to make sure that I'm not rushing things. I think that that's probably been one of my issues in the past...rushing into relationships. This time though...I think things are going to be good