kushielsscion

Blah, blah, blah. Kind of sums up how I feel.

Don't have a better place to post this. Kind of a rant (at no one).

I just want to fuck. Really, that's it. I don't want to talk afterwards about emotional shit. Don't talk to me about my family, I don't give a fuck. Don't tell me about your family, I really don't give a fuck.

When I said I was only interested in one...
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I'm in my third week of my new job. It's going well, but the training pay sucks and I won't get my first pay check until a week from Friday. Most of what I'm doing now is classroom training. It's not bad, but it's boring. I'm ready to get back out in the field and make some real money next week!

The pay should be...
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Looks like I'm going to be out of the job in the next week or two. My boss can't afford to keep me employed anymore. Thanks for all your help to the small business man Uncle Sam!

My boss gave me today with pay to start the job hunt, and is going to let me work another week or two just to help with cash...
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I did a shit ton of shooting yesterday. More here.

Depression sucks, but so do unending car problems. Every time I get something fixed something else breaks, or is discovered to be broken. I'm out of money and out of time. My credit is fucked so I doubt that I could buy a new(er) car. I keep thinking maybe I can sell all my guns, all the random shit I have around here maybe I...
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I feel as if I am being dragged down into a deep, dark pit. This fragile existence which I call life has suffered what may prove to be a mortal blow.

Okay, that's a bit melodramatic, but still!

If you've been paying any attention to this at all you'll know I've been having car problems. After having the problem diagnosed I didn't have any idea...
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Things are looking up. It seems my withholding was changed for 2009 without my realizing it and I'm going to receive a rather large federal tax return. I'm even getting money back from the state, which is a first for me. Awesome sauce.

Selling some stuff on eBay, including a bunch of porn dvds:

Ruger Mini-14 scope rings

Vertical Foregrip for AR type Rifle

Galco Concealable belt holster

Porn DVDs

Something is wrong with my car. It's over heating a lot and I'm afraid the problem is going to be a big deal. I'm going to try and take it tomorrow to get it looked at so I can find out what the problem is. Hopefully it won't be too big of a deal, and I'll get many more miles out of my Frankenhoopty (a...
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