So I'm drunk, therefore this is clearly the best time to post. Duh.
Excuse the awful grammar and spelling but I just have to say this to someone, anyone.
I knew one day I would get my heart broken and I think today may be one of them.
I cut it off with the guy I'm flirting with. Not even something I would usually rate big, but I started to like him. BIG TIME. And he hasn't replied.
I know its 6 in the morning and his phone is probably dead and a thousend reasons. But I just want him to want me. Please god I don't want anything more right now.
Can I even look him in the eye next time I'm at work? I'm still at work now getting trashed with my friends.
I'd love to talk to them, but this happens to me so rarely its usually me helping them. They wouldn't know how to help me, I can't blame them. I love them. I love him? Oh jesus.
I want to keep typing about him forever, but I'll cut it short now. I just had to get this out somewhere.
Hahaha. Feel a bit better now :]
Please don't feel obliged to give me sympathy, I'm not looking for it. Just a way to rant!
Love xx
p.s. thankyou for all your love and support. especially in helping me become the SG facebook profile picture!
www.facebook.com/katherinesuicidegirl
x
I kinda hope he sees this. Is it weird to leave it open?
Excuse the awful grammar and spelling but I just have to say this to someone, anyone.
I knew one day I would get my heart broken and I think today may be one of them.
I cut it off with the guy I'm flirting with. Not even something I would usually rate big, but I started to like him. BIG TIME. And he hasn't replied.
I know its 6 in the morning and his phone is probably dead and a thousend reasons. But I just want him to want me. Please god I don't want anything more right now.
Can I even look him in the eye next time I'm at work? I'm still at work now getting trashed with my friends.
I'd love to talk to them, but this happens to me so rarely its usually me helping them. They wouldn't know how to help me, I can't blame them. I love them. I love him? Oh jesus.
I want to keep typing about him forever, but I'll cut it short now. I just had to get this out somewhere.
Hahaha. Feel a bit better now :]
Please don't feel obliged to give me sympathy, I'm not looking for it. Just a way to rant!
Love xx
p.s. thankyou for all your love and support. especially in helping me become the SG facebook profile picture!
www.facebook.com/katherinesuicidegirl
x
I kinda hope he sees this. Is it weird to leave it open?
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gerson_r:
gorgeous, very gorgeous
plum:
To be true idk how a guy can't be into you, you are so sweet and beautiful, you have everything to offer, are you sure he is worth you effort? i hope he is because i don't want to see you suffer take care