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I walked into the bead store on Valencia street, to meet up with Harvey. I stood in the doorway, got a few stares (which is usual when I dress like I was dressed then.) and looked all around for my former roommate.

I couldn't see her right away (maybe because she was right in front of me) but probably mostly becase she wasn't dressed in...
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My baby Smashzen is here, and I've never been happier in my life. Becca is so cool, new roommate moving in, going to be tourguiding soon finally, and burning hole is right around the corner... like I said, I've never been happier in my life.
rosscoe:
Good for you man.
I'll keep waiting in the queue for my slice of cake.
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Smash is coming TOMORROW! (well technically today) oh my god I can't wait! Jesus christ..

I have to clean up...

love biggrin love biggrin love biggrin love love love love
rosscoe:
I've no idea what this ^ means...
but if you ever want a ninja, give me a call.. oh spread the word.

i should maybe make some radio commercials
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uhm... anyone want to give me a job with a little security?
rosscoe:
shoe shiner?
its not the best, and you may only be working for a day...

ok im just no help at all am i?
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Who do I have to sleep with to get a decent orgasm around here?

kiss
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Curtis Eller rules. Go check him out, and make sure you download his songs from the album "Taking up Serpents Again."

Just. Plain. Wow. And he's a great guy too.
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arg! I was going to paint a mural for these people for like 800-900 dollars..and now I can't find where I wrote their damn number down..

Join me in a collective finger crossing that they call me back... stupid "private number" so I cant just use my phone... gr...
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Woot! Smash Override is coming out to San Francisco on this July 15th! Its so incredible.. I miss her so much, and now she's coming! And she's going to stay until Burning Man, which means a whole month and a half with my smash-zen.'

She's planning on doing a PhD program in the fall of '06, and she wants to settle in Michigan thereabouts. Her...
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Hey! So lets delve deeply into my sexual and all-around freakness.. shall we? Level one.. maybe this is two or three of five... hell maybe it's five.

So after months and months of self ..err.. growth and exploration.. finding out more about myself.. and finally "coming out" in all my crossdresser glory to the 'normal people' in my life (people who arent carnies who I...
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killedwithkarate:
Congratulations on coming to a big decision point in your life. I would suggest waiting to come up with the money yourself because settling into a less conventional gender identity is a very personal experience and I think that you'll eventually want it to be one hundred percent on your own terms. If someone can claim ownership, even in a tiny tiny portion of an aspect of your sexuality or even if people can identify it as something outside of simply you redefining gender (ie thinking of you as the dude who got breast implants from craigslist folks), you may regret having gone the fast route. Take your time, save up and once you're at a place in your life where you're able to afford them, you'll most likely really appreciate the fact that you waited and got your own breasts without any major help, making them completely independant.
rosscoe:
sounds like an important choice, well you want to be happy with who you are definately.

i do think that its a tough one though as a performer.
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Lets see... I'm sure there are plenty of things I should write about, but I'm just not in the mood, but I feel like I should update with something.

So my computer melted again. I have to buy a new harddrive, but thankfully I can use the one with all my stuff on it as a slave drive so I can keep it all.

Pride...
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