Well.....I have to temporarily cancel my SG account. I am a little short on cash at the moment but I will pay up next Friday. I need to pay my rent. You know how it is.
I have decided that I should not take things so seriously and stress out so much. My less than ideal childhood made me what I am. It is only up to me to change things.
The weather was warm outside and I just had to get out of my apartment. It was the first time I went outside without a jacket. Just nothing but my shorts and t-shirt! Man! I am glad Spring and Summer is coming!
Here it is. It's Friday night. I am sitting at home and drinking endless Diet Cokes with Lime. I have been drinking too much of this stuff. Coke products can be so addicting. I guess that would make me a Coke addict.
I really should stop it though but I am hooked on caffeine. I don't really drink coffee.
I've tried many a time to quit Coke, but it always ends badly. Even though I morally object to thier inhuman business practices, terrible advertising, and overly "American" image, I just can't get away. I think I truly am addicted.
I am Irish but I didn't celebrate St. Patrick's day. Shame on me. Actually St. Patrick was Welsch, but still. Actually I am a mix of a lot of things but still no Welsch in me. I have been to Wales and they called my friend (who had long hair at the time) a fag and a Yankee. Nope, won't ever go back there!
How was your St. Paddy's day?
I have listen to the Weirdos a bit and the nuns. Were the nuns the band who sang "Suicide Girl"? I only had one Weirdo (cassette) and it was pretty good, but I never ran across much of their other stuff while at the record store and no one I knew really listened to them. Everyone around here (L.A.) are like sheep they only listen to the popular punk shit. I use to listen to everything like the Specials and the Jam as well as the Subhumans and Generation X. Everyone I knew was like wtf! Who's Gen X?
I want to go back to school but there is one little problem. The fucking classes I want to take at Seattle Central C.C. are all fucking during a time I work. I thought part of the idea of community colleges are for people to go to school at night and be able to get ahead.
I am not knocking Seattle Central, but I get... Read More
Sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be around people. My quirks always seem to get in the way of my social skills or lack thereof.
Yesterday, I got mad because I thought some people in one of the SG groups accused me of being "sexist" all because I proposed a "boy's night out" on the town. I never meant it to be sexist.... Read More
nothing wrong with being an introvert... just try to look at everything as a joke... even if you know they are serious for sure.. just say fuck it ha ha ha....
Does one need to drink to have a good time? Of course not.
I enjoy beer and a the odd vodka (Stoli) and Coke but I am finally getting to the point where I cannot drink every damn weekend. When I was in my 20's, I wanted to get fucked up just about every night but now, it is becoming the same old tired routine.... Read More
We call fat old drunks here, locals. Anyway they are fun and stuff but mostly people hang out with them to give themselves a pat on the back for being a humanitarian and hanging out with the "normal" folk. Personally I like the old drunks better than the young (ignorant) ones.
yea the drinking things gets old sometimes. i mean sometimes you need to take a break. seems like even though there is always so much going on in this city all i really wanna do is hang out and have some drinks. i think my problem is that i can't stop at a couple. i dont think i have ever left a bar before last call. sad....but i'm only 25.....on my way to being a 40 year old fat bastard. fuck it.