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i am fresh out of the kiln and feelin' fierce.

new jobs, new joy, new pain, new fire. back in love with this beautiful, fuct up universe. c'mon, vishnu, dream up something new for me!

ps - planetary retrogrades can kiss my ASS. kiss
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shifgrethor:
Would such circumstances warrant a "w00t" of affirmation?

If so: w00t!

smile
swingkitten:
I could've sworn you did janitorial stuff at an elementary school. They paste maxi pads to the doors there? Or maybe I'm wrong.

Anyway, hi. I took a pill of love and my dog got tired of me petting him and exclaiming over his lovely soft fur. I feel rejected. Oh well, I'll get my revenge when we get his nuts chopped off next week.

*smooch*



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i have a staph infection! skull

i woke up yesterday morning and my leg was wrong: it was red (really red), swollen, and hurt a lot. i was thinking that maybe i twisted it or something when i was working out, but that didn't seem likely since i think i would've noticed twisting my ankle. i don't have insurance, and i have a pretty strong immune...
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zwitta:
Your right joyrider, it is a little dumb replying to each others entries in each others journals. But I can see how it works, and if thats the way its done round here, who am I to try and change it.
clitilda:
Haggis. Nice!
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so i finally got a job. i work for the MDA - pledge drives, long hours, little money - the usual NPO thing. it's a good gig. i blame eris for giving me the NPO bug. shit, i'm going to be poor forever now...

it's my birthday. i'm excited! i got my plan, i got my feet, and i'm back down from the mountain. it's...
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vastad:
Happy Birthday.

And congrats on the humanitarian drive.
shifgrethor:
Thanks, man. Yeah I gotta figure out someplace out of the way to put that copywright stuff.

Bah! I've gotta change the name now, xctl.com is already registered (the base artwork I made, including the name is actually a few months old)
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i have listlust again.

to-do:
- mail a load of pkgs. destinations range from UTC/GMT +10 hours to UTC/GMT -07 hours. all pkgs go west west west.
- finish ripping my cd collection. i am finished with jazz and beep music. now for rock and classical. (part of my ongoing pursuit of total portability. eveything is data anyway as far as my brain is concerned...
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johncocktoastin:
birthday
birthday
BIRTHDAY
vastad:
Wait a go for your girl to be at Cambridge. If nothing else, the mere name will glow like gold on her portfolio.

You know, I would really enjoy going to a special coffeeshop in Amsterdam. Especially someone with great thoughts like yours. smile This whole posting thing doesn't do communication justice. Plus I can show you my music collection. biggrin

I don't know about beating the Turing test. There is so much more to it as I am discovering myself. If you come by, my latest journal entry should be up and I think you too will be amazed at what I'm really tackling.

AI was come upon rather by 'accident' - of course I don't believe in accidents at all - while browsing through options for Computer Science. I was searching through the www.educationuk.org website looking for a pure science of some sort, as my failure at an arts oriented stream was an object lesson well learned. I REALLY didn't want to be a computer geek though. Then 'Artificial Intelligence' showed up in a search result. Not really knowing much about, I read a little about, liked what I read and then sought to balance it with something else as a double major. Along comes Abbadon with a link to disinfo.com on a certain Professor Warwick of the Cybernetics department. Little things continue to happen, I waver a bit, decide to go to Edinburgh, but destiny, fate, Eris or whatever intervenes and points me very correctly towards Reading. There has been a LOT of synchronicity involved in so small a journey.

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back from rest + relaxation. no christopher cross, but lots of other goodness. solid 9 days worth of kissing + so on. very good.

i took her to the airport at 9am and came come and immediately got sad. following that: plant watering, burrito eating, pot smoking, movie watching, internet trolling. soon there will be sleeping. mmm.

also: new picture of katie on the roof....
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larina:
chickpea = garbanzo, yes smile
piningshaft:
i love how we both keep choosing the same new girls as favorites.
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my girl is coming in from hayweird on flight 6809 in 18 hrs.

time to make the sex mix. biggrin

(i really want to throw some christopher cross in the middle of it, but i'm pretty sure she'll make me bleed if i do. baby has no love for the 80s newage softrockin amradio. frown )
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vastad:
my music listening friend, hunt this down:

'Crazy Girls Make My Heart Go Boom Boom'
by Codec and Flexor

found it on the CD with the July 2003 issue of Muzik magazine mixed by Erol Alkan.

One of the coolest elektroclash-influenced house songs I have ever heard. Fucking awesome.
emperor_tane:
Why start a bagpipe thread?? I like the foot/feet one...

whatever
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tomorrow i have an interview. i have to convince someone i'd be a good gardener. i would. i can deal with soil and water and fat green plants far easier than i can deal with people right now.

my extrovert/introvert pendulum is getting erratic.

i am resisting the urge to get in my car and drive. it's getting harder and harder to say no.
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vastad:
I think you'll do great.

Why resist the urge? What would happen if you indulged it?

I say swing with the pendulum. You'll find the balance that way. You won't know where the middle is if you've never been to the edges...
ninji:
you should. come to san diego! smile
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i'm leaving on a weekend roadtrip soon. i'm going to northern arizona - going to see the arcosanti project north of phoenix, drive through monument valley, and eat mushrooms in the coconino forest with an old friend.

i can't think of many things that compare with travel. love, art, and getting up above it all...that's about it.

time to sleep. sleep is pretty good too.
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eris:
yo, when you traveling up this way?
swingkitten:
Sorry to say, we're not just short some money for the roadtrip on our end, we'd have to do some pretty expensive hooking to make it at all.
Bills, blah blah blah, stuff, blah blah blah.

*grumble*

I hope life is treating you *relatively* well.
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last night at a bbq i listened to el moruno's best friend talk to his newly-paroled homeboy. the following advice was given:

- no man, fuck that, stay clean - they'll check your hair an' shit.
- yeah the money is easy, but it dont do you no good if you go up again. don't do that shit.
- yeah, it's weird, seeing all the...
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aenemated:
yeah yeah, whatever dude smile
joyrider:
dear copy shop boss: plz hire me. luv, joyrider.
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it's strange to think about people i know who have died. i remember when my grandmother died, i dreamt of a mossy fountain. i was sitting with her, and she was telling me to never be afraid, not ever. nana liked to give unsolicited advice. it was usually good advice, though.

i just finished writing about a boy i knew who hung himself in a...
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n:
listen to the procession/understand life
solisis:
this is rrrrusty nail...
what is this, some sort of prehistoric internet or something?
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sometimes, it is best to throw it all in the air and just watch it come down like fireworks.

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the night i wrote this i ended up driving past a fireworks display by the college. i could feel the booms from the big ones in my organs. it felt pretty good, actually.

have any of you ever been to the amazon? i think i...
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vastad:
btw, the ayahuasca trip sounds kick ass....I really hope you get to pull it off, it would do such great things for you.
vastad:
btw, you don't have to answer my posts about the CE thread. If it's a risk, don't take it...I was just venting.
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the exceptional kisser has arrived.

i will be back in a week or so. smile

EDIT 04.17:
i need a good chapped lips remedy, stat!
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leiru13:
burt's bees. Plus a fuckload of gatorade. chapped lips occur from dehydration. good luck.
dollface:
rad.