So, its done. I've moved. Life is looking up for me. I feel like i'm starting this new phase and it's going to bring good things. I got accepted to the University, so I should be starting next term, if all goes well. I'm moved, and love living in town. It's also not as hard as I was expecting it to be, what with having...
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I've been thinking about life...and i'll be honest, alot of this comes from my constant viewing of sex and the city (yes, I know, I can't help it, i'm addicted) But, it makes me think, coming into the new year, I will be starting a whole new chapter in my life. I'm moving. I'm (hopefully) going to be at the university. I'm going to have...
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evewhiteeveblack:
You'll have the things that keep you grounded and centered and moving forward, and everything else will revolve and Evolve around those things... and with that, you will grow and change and it will go so fast, that you might not even see it happening.
Large chunks of time will fly by sometimes, and other times it will go slower and you'll feel as if you're watching a pot boil. Sometimes it will ache, sometimes it will be joyous. But the entire time, you'll be creating your own journey.... you just have no idea where you'll end up.
But let me tell you- it will be a surprise. I can tell you that, because I've done it a few times! More on that later, as my story unfolds... Even still, I am getting surprises... I thought that by the time hit 36 that life would be boring. I was so wrong!
Large chunks of time will fly by sometimes, and other times it will go slower and you'll feel as if you're watching a pot boil. Sometimes it will ache, sometimes it will be joyous. But the entire time, you'll be creating your own journey.... you just have no idea where you'll end up.
But let me tell you- it will be a surprise. I can tell you that, because I've done it a few times! More on that later, as my story unfolds... Even still, I am getting surprises... I thought that by the time hit 36 that life would be boring. I was so wrong!
Yay for new holes...thats all I have to say. I got my Monroe and my nipples done last night. I only went in to get my Monroe, but Georg is a persuasive Motherfucker and the next thing I knew I had my shirt off. But it was something that I had thought prior, so i'm happy about it. I don't really know if there is...
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It's been almost a month. Wow, look at that. I don't really know whats been going on. Life I suppose. I feel like shit tonight. Left work early due to an upset tummy. Less money, but less work. Things have been going good. I'm starting to enjoy myself, and i'm getting out and meeting new people. I've started gaining a new group of friends and...
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kingskottie:
popcorn time.. check this out... MEOW!
popcorn time.. check this out... MEOW!
So, my birthday was a fucking blast. For the first time in a long while I actually got to feel my own age. Half the time I feel older than I am, just because of my lifestyle. But my birthday was great!
I got to go to dinner with my best friend and then I got together with my sister and a big group of...
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I got to go to dinner with my best friend and then I got together with my sister and a big group of...
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shanedoe:
yay nice pics! 
you're feeling older? that's kind of funny, i always feels younger in my mind but my body feels older...
you're feeling older? that's kind of funny, i always feels younger in my mind but my body feels older...
It's almost my birthday. I'm quite excited. My sister is coming up for it, and we are gonna go out and get our drink on.
Things have been good lately. I've been making some personal progress that I think is vital to my survival. Plus, I finally realized the other day...I'm truley happy being single right now. Yes, i'm lonely, and all that jazz, but...
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Things have been good lately. I've been making some personal progress that I think is vital to my survival. Plus, I finally realized the other day...I'm truley happy being single right now. Yes, i'm lonely, and all that jazz, but...
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shanedoe:
!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
have lots of fun!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
have lots of fun!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
shanedoe:
hey, don't worry, i still love you. 
*hugs*
good thing you made some pics!! I totally forgot to take some from mine... lol
*hugs*
good thing you made some pics!! I totally forgot to take some from mine... lol
I dont know what to say...
I'm really lonely right now. I've been at home watching The L Word all day long, which makes me want to be a lesbian. Actually, it's not that really. I like guys, don't get me wrong. But i've never ruled out the possibility of a woman. If it was the right woman, I would have no problem trying a...
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I'm really lonely right now. I've been at home watching The L Word all day long, which makes me want to be a lesbian. Actually, it's not that really. I like guys, don't get me wrong. But i've never ruled out the possibility of a woman. If it was the right woman, I would have no problem trying a...
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shanedoe:
aww, sorry to hear you're lonely. 
*giant hugs*
i know exactly how you feel, i have felt like this for the past few months!! i know it sounds stupid but it's actually true: don't think about finding someone and someone will find you! at least it worked for me somehow and i still can't believe it.
about the lesbian thing, it might be because i'm male but i can't even understand why any woman would like a man. man are stupid, ugly (ok, this point is discussable) assholes. i'm pretty sure i would be lesbian if i was a girl!
this car accident thing sucks so much, i will have to wait a few days but it seems like i won't get much money at all since my car was worthless to begin with... *g*
need to find a new one now!!
*giant hugs*
i know exactly how you feel, i have felt like this for the past few months!! i know it sounds stupid but it's actually true: don't think about finding someone and someone will find you! at least it worked for me somehow and i still can't believe it.
about the lesbian thing, it might be because i'm male but i can't even understand why any woman would like a man. man are stupid, ugly (ok, this point is discussable) assholes. i'm pretty sure i would be lesbian if i was a girl!
this car accident thing sucks so much, i will have to wait a few days but it seems like i won't get much money at all since my car was worthless to begin with... *g*
need to find a new one now!!
Its been crazy the last couple weeks. I spent some time in portland, and some time in bend.
This week i've been working a ton. It's funny how I work a part time job, yet this week i'm already over 40 hours. Hmmm? How does that go? Thats alright. I also found out the other day that I finally got a raise. Its been forever...
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This week i've been working a ton. It's funny how I work a part time job, yet this week i'm already over 40 hours. Hmmm? How does that go? Thats alright. I also found out the other day that I finally got a raise. Its been forever...
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yumchen:
Hey lady, I haven't been much in forever and wanted to say hello.
Hope the funk is clearing away.
Hugs, joy
Hope the funk is clearing away.
Hugs, joy
shanedoe:
thanks! i think i'll handle it somehow, but now the usual stuff is already annoying me pretty good...
xoxox
xoxox
I wish my heart didn't make me hurt so bad.
shanedoe:
thank you!!
i missed talking to you too.
i hope you're alright!! wanna tell me what's on your mind? *hugs*
relationships between people can be so strange sometimes, don't you think? over the last three weeks, two of my three best friends have turned their backs against me, my best female friend has a crush on me now, the girl who liked me has lost intrest in me, the girls who supposedly hated me have been nice to me and so on and on...
sorry if i wrote about that already, but it just keeps fucking with my mind every all the time.
life is way too complicated, it would be much easier if i could only express my feelings to other people, but maybe that would make everything even harder. who knows
i missed talking to you too.
i hope you're alright!! wanna tell me what's on your mind? *hugs*
relationships between people can be so strange sometimes, don't you think? over the last three weeks, two of my three best friends have turned their backs against me, my best female friend has a crush on me now, the girl who liked me has lost intrest in me, the girls who supposedly hated me have been nice to me and so on and on...
sorry if i wrote about that already, but it just keeps fucking with my mind every all the time.
life is way too complicated, it would be much easier if i could only express my feelings to other people, but maybe that would make everything even harder. who knows
I have a gigantic headache. Sigh. What shall I do? Just got home, kinda bored, but I have lots and lots of new books from this weekend, not to mention I just borrowed three more. I spent all day yesterday before work laying in front of the fan reading. it was great fun. I do enjoy the extra time i'm having with being out of...
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