this has been one hell of a week had some news bout my health. hopefully when the results come in its all good,but got more tests coming up....shit never ends.but im so thankful i have a loving supporting man he calms down when i cry. i hate to do things like go to drs take pills etc etc etc, idk hopefully its all gonn abe over soon and get to my vacay. which is much needed! sex and more sex maybe more. have i told u guys i hate this month of sept lots of very sad memories. but i shall not dwell on the past anhyway gtg for now.