jakobryan

I got a new job

My old one was all used up apparently.

I am happy to be productive again

Today is April 24, and if you got a comment from me, its because I am drinking and drunk commenting people.




EDIT: It is now april 25 and I am still drinking... I really do not want to go to work on Monday, these past...
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What happened to us?
What happened to me?
How did we end up where we are today?
There used to be a time where I was excited to see you,
the thought of putting my arms around you made my heart flutter.
Where did that feeling go?
I used to feel special,
I used to think I could conquer mountains just because you loved me....
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Removed

Its 9:40 pm, the girls are asleep, the wife is driving back from Memphis and I am looking at naked women on the WWW. The more things change around here..... I have 17 more months left committed to my job, where will I be in 17.5 months? I don't know for now though I will keep my head down, my nose out of trouble and...
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I got a new tat last Friday, two actually, I had my daughters (9 & 7) sign a piece of paper with black magic marker and took it to the shop and had them tattoo it on me, it looks great and my girls love it (all 3, wife included). I do not know if doing something like that is getting too common, but my...
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I got my first SG message sent to me today. It made me happy.

Not much new to add obviously, the girls are out of school for the summer, money is low, spending is high.


Jak

Wow, has it been over two months since I wrote in this thing? Not much going on in my life - ha ha. Work is work, I did not get the promotion I was wanting as they think I am not focused enough to be a VP, that I need to hold myself out as a VP and distance myself from the staff. I am...
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Not much new to talk about, I got the wife a LG VX9800 phone for Christmas, I think she went over our agreed limit of $400 and got me that Oakley watch that I have been pining over for the last year. I hate to have material possessions bought for me, I feel like every $ that is spent on me is one less that...
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Been a long couple of weeks, I am looking forward to having the week off for Thanksgiving. I am going to Dallas to watch the Cowboys play some football. I feel like a 12 year old I am so excited.

This sucks, I still owe taxes for 2004. Fuck, shit, piss. Why did I decide to dump all my money into my house and not leave enough for fun stuff?

I am just bitching, I will get over it

I moved into my new house about 2 weeks ago, its great. I found my first snake the day after I moved in. It was a 2.5 foot cottonmouth on my front door step. He is not feeling really good now - actually he is not feeling at all. Rita is supposed to pass us on the East, I hope it does, I do not...
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