I have lived & worked with the men who know they are dead,
who have given up trying to feel any emotion except fear, hate &
triumph over fucking someone, whose only ambition is to buy a dead
car, raise a dead family & mortgage a dead house.
I can't decide whether to join the Legionnaires or the nutcases in The Prince George Hotel on...
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who have given up trying to feel any emotion except fear, hate &
triumph over fucking someone, whose only ambition is to buy a dead
car, raise a dead family & mortgage a dead house.
I can't decide whether to join the Legionnaires or the nutcases in The Prince George Hotel on...
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I always try to err on the side of fornication.
I am dreaming of clear nasal passages and big, open lungs and a place where I can scream without attracting the attention of human beings.
My life is human-ridden. They're everywhere. I have no sanctuary from their perpetually buzzing little brains and grasping little hands.
Some of them are ugly. There was one ugly one...
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I am dreaming of clear nasal passages and big, open lungs and a place where I can scream without attracting the attention of human beings.
My life is human-ridden. They're everywhere. I have no sanctuary from their perpetually buzzing little brains and grasping little hands.
Some of them are ugly. There was one ugly one...
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nephares6:
wow. that's quite a story. talk about being in the right place at the right time...
visitord:
like bunnies--on easter--the irony.
Notes from the enemy camp.
1. They seek and find opportunity for advancement of their position in every situation; note to self, evidence of this process can be detected in how much they ask of others while seeming to be giving and generous, yet how little they actually end up offering and how much reaping.
2. They disguise such ambition in shiny things that dazzle...
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1. They seek and find opportunity for advancement of their position in every situation; note to self, evidence of this process can be detected in how much they ask of others while seeming to be giving and generous, yet how little they actually end up offering and how much reaping.
2. They disguise such ambition in shiny things that dazzle...
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visitord:
well, at least i'm not afraid of death.
tadzi:
why the profile pic change, if i may ask?
Crack of dawn, cunt of debbie. Eastern time. I'm up. Way the fuck up.
Why not a quick update? My fucking wife just died. Shit. Not a good time. She always was a selfish bitch.
So the ikea project is comeing along beautifully. It's gonna be a graveyard, with all the graves made out of old pieces of ikea furniture. No one ever talks about...
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Why not a quick update? My fucking wife just died. Shit. Not a good time. She always was a selfish bitch.
So the ikea project is comeing along beautifully. It's gonna be a graveyard, with all the graves made out of old pieces of ikea furniture. No one ever talks about...
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pav:
Ooo even closer. But I can't reveal anymore lest you stalk me.
pav:
Yea well I'm not the only one <insert ascii symbol for half step note>
This Site, my perpetual high school year book smut pergatory. My dick just got limp I feel Like I just cheated.
I think I only bother talking caues I feel obligated.And same with listening. I am perfprming for your benefit. I
m tired/
I saw movies this weekend-- the Big NOIse film people screened clips from "Zapatista" and "Heavey Metal Baghdad" and "Palestine" and I...
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I think I only bother talking caues I feel obligated.And same with listening. I am perfprming for your benefit. I
m tired/
I saw movies this weekend-- the Big NOIse film people screened clips from "Zapatista" and "Heavey Metal Baghdad" and "Palestine" and I...
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prophetnoise:
<shifting eyes>
fridgemagnet:
but lieutenant dan, you ain't got no dick.
I need bowling money.
I am a suspicious package. If you see me, tell a police officer or other official-looking person.
I saw a real artist yesterday. He was playing a trumpet flawlessly, dazzlingly with one hand, and waving his CD at passersby with the other.
Rude awakenings are not even close to as eye-opening as polite ones.
I am a suspicious package. If you see me, tell a police officer or other official-looking person.
I saw a real artist yesterday. He was playing a trumpet flawlessly, dazzlingly with one hand, and waving his CD at passersby with the other.
Rude awakenings are not even close to as eye-opening as polite ones.
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tuxy:
For the girl who "really kinda" wants it.
AOL IM - Download Site
Once you start, you won't ever go back...
AOL IM - Download Site
Once you start, you won't ever go back...
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evillyn:
effluvium is gross.
Take ThePirate's advice. Deal with the big issues now.
When time makes decisions for you, it's time to pick out the satin for the interior of your coffin.
Needless to say, I've got a collection of coffins. Which interior will it be, in the end? I guess time will make the decision for me. Either that, or I will try to pull a fast...
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When time makes decisions for you, it's time to pick out the satin for the interior of your coffin.
Needless to say, I've got a collection of coffins. Which interior will it be, in the end? I guess time will make the decision for me. Either that, or I will try to pull a fast...
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artrob:
Iz, would you indulge me and come take a short survey?
obd:
I love it. You speak to someone in their own language and they go nuts. Now that says something about about New York.
I got into a fight with a good friend over the fact that NPR -- esp. This American Life--is a pacifying tube of intellectual lube, with the occasional exception. "It's the only thing I can tune to that doesnt make me angry . . . ." they said. "Including TV."
What's wrong with being angry?
Then I realized: It's just public radio. Of course it's...
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What's wrong with being angry?
Then I realized: It's just public radio. Of course it's...
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thepirate:
I found another watch for you.
prophetnoise:
Yes i was bored. Thank you for being one of the few people who fucking gets it.
Today's been something like swimming in a cool lake on a summer day, really pungent and exhilirating but dark and scary underneath but anticipatory of the coming to shore, drying off, finding your clothes and getting your underwear back on with great difficulty cause you're still wet.
It also feels like the Roxy Music video for "slave to love" -- he's coming off the private...
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It also feels like the Roxy Music video for "slave to love" -- he's coming off the private...
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lost_dog:
Wow, I'd love to know what you had to do today. It really could be anything given your position in the fantasy. I could be sarcastic but for the sake of friendship I'll avoid it. 
visitord:
confused? you must be sleepy. i know i am.
a lot of people i've spoken to over the years have a problem wanting to have nude pix shot of themselves because they have lousy self-esteem. many of these same people view porn. porn's a fucking illusion. i've seen enough of it shot so that i know what a girl or a boy look like heading into a shoot and know what they look like after styling. if people with shitty self-esteem had pictures taken of them in the truest sense of what porn actually meant, it would mean brushing them with the same veneer and then shooting them with the same long lenses that are used in proper porn. however... too many people fail to see the whole process and view the photos as documentation of some sort of impossible reality which, for many people, serves to perpetuate their shitty self-esteem.
was that unclear?
a lot of people i've spoken to over the years have a problem wanting to have nude pix shot of themselves because they have lousy self-esteem. many of these same people view porn. porn's a fucking illusion. i've seen enough of it shot so that i know what a girl or a boy look like heading into a shoot and know what they look like after styling. if people with shitty self-esteem had pictures taken of them in the truest sense of what porn actually meant, it would mean brushing them with the same veneer and then shooting them with the same long lenses that are used in proper porn. however... too many people fail to see the whole process and view the photos as documentation of some sort of impossible reality which, for many people, serves to perpetuate their shitty self-esteem.
was that unclear?
My starfish costume doesn't fit anymore.
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fridgemagnet:
I do have a pic of her in a top so sheer you can see nip. But that's as racy as it gets right now.
fridgemagnet:
Oh I must have mis read. Yeah you and I really would get along. 
A couple I know is making a film about their impending breakup. They set the date for March 20th. A documentary filmmaker sits them down and does interviews, first with them both and then with each separately.
They are marvelous to watch together. Their relationship is a form of performance art.
Will they actually break up on March 20th? Who knows. But so far it...
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They are marvelous to watch together. Their relationship is a form of performance art.
Will they actually break up on March 20th? Who knows. But so far it...
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visitord:
you're rich? i wanna be kept. keep me.
that or bomb me. can we mutually devour an evening again soon?
that or bomb me. can we mutually devour an evening again soon?
And while i don't actually wish you were stupid, i'm a firm believer in never showing how smart you actually are. People start expecting shit from you. You get unwanted burdens and responsibilties and then have to pick up the slack for the dummies. And then, in the off chance that you may be in a situation where your inteligence comes to battle with someone else's, you always want them underestimating you. Well, at least that's how i feel. I may be stupid, and therefore wrong.