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I broke down last night and made contact with her. I asked if she still wanted me to explain anything else cuz our last conversation she had all these questions and we were both so tired that we just said we'll finish later. But I'm the weak one so I made the first contact.

I'd been feeling down ever since I told her, I thought...
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Well I survived the trek to and from Salt Lake City. I didn't get too annoyed by my parents and I did get to meet my four month old cousin so that was the high point of my weekend, holding him for a while. He liked me. He kept trying to grab at something but only got my shirt each time. I think he was...
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Talk about bad days. This one started out well enough but its officially gone all to shit. I feel like I'm messing everything up. I don't know what I'm doing or why I still think everything can, or ever will, turn out like I've always dreamed it would.

I painted an oversized metaphor of how I was feeling completely unintentionally today. Now I've even messed...
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Yay for an election finally going in a big way that doesn't make me wanna run screaming from this country!

Yay for yet another end to all those lame ass political ads. There should be a law against such things.

All this yaying leads me into song:

Girl let me break you down like a shotgun.
Not the crip game,
grab you by the hips...
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Silly Dreams...

This morning as the sun light filtered through blinds and eyelids my mind began to stir out of slumber. I felt something warm in my arms and wouldn't you know, my mind started painting a picture of the scene; it was her and as I opened my eyes in this vision I saw her eyes fluttering open from between stray strands of hair...
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My first solo art show!!!

Its almost done, which is good cuz it opens tomorrow!

The reception is from 6-9pm!

Hope to see you there!

These rhymes sum up the best advice and take on this situation I call, "Life as I see it," I've ever heard.


Now you can go with it or against it.
No matter what you choose,
its already been scripted.
All the voices in it,
whispering choices in it,
they never say the same thing twice,
they call your name when they bring advice.
But...
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I got a new job as a limo driver which means I have money again! Which means I can reactivate my SG account! Wooooo!

Mmmmm, today started with a hot cup of tea and now I think it might just end with one too.

So we had quite the wonderful long talk Tuesday night when I went to her room to celebrate the beginning of her birthday at midnight. She wanted me to kiss her for her birthday. I'm slightly less confused, and dare I say, a little bit giddy? Then she came over after her work thing last night and I gave her a really big bouquet of...
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