imagoldfish

Welp, I've avoided writing for awhile, i don't want to get sucked into online journal stuff because i'd never leave my computer, i could babble all fucking day.
had an argument with the boyfriend this morning about the mildly see through dress i was planning to wear... probably so see through because he stretched the poor thing out wearing it to drag ball, but anyways, goddamn he's uptight about shit like that. it's not like it was totally see through, you could just KINDA see through it, not even that racy, i mean, it's a loose flowery dress for chrissakes. oh well. i'll be in poland all summer, wearing whatever in the hell i want without him around to be embarassed. not that i couldn't wear the stupid dress now, it just doesn't seem worth the hassle for him to be all wierd about it. hmmm.
anyways, endless amounts of fucking homework to do. although i'm not really complaining, it's kind of sad how homework and learning and school is kind of my purpose in life. i'd definitely rather be reading about the russian art of complaining under socialism than watching some lame ass tv show or something.
goddamn i hate tv. especially cops. cops is a worthless evil show. it's fucking stupid. some tv, i understand. it's quality fun. even some stupid tv, like blind date (although i've only seen one episode, maybe i shouldn't judge) or even the people's court, where at least people have a say in how they present themselves. watching cops is just like revelling in the sorry fucking state this world is in. it's not exciting or anything, it's just pathetic. and usually, you despise the cops more than the criminals. yowza.