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I've been happy recently, and it's not because of where I am, or who I am, or who I'm with, but just a feeling that everythings going to be okay.

Maybe it's the fact that it's winter and all I've seen for weeks is sunshine and clear skies, warm breezes and I've hardly touched any warm clothing even though it's supposed to be the coldest...
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I remember when, I remember when, I lost my mind....

It's a beautiful place. The quiet before the manic storms only make her voice louder. The only difference is during the storm, she speaks with such truth and purpose, and during the quiet, and the semblances of normality undermine her wishes.

I have lied for much of my life, dark twisted lies, and seemingly small...
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I've discovered the delights of webcam.
Anyone wanna see???

(I've only got msn by the way)

I once thought naively that truth was paramount, that no matter strangers or friends alike, those that accepted who I was and who I had been were those enough to keep close to me.

I'd read a thousand times that the past haunts you, and with the still lingering innocence of my eighteen years I dismissed it with a flick of my hand.

And as...
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I'm unplugging this plastic piece of shit and hauling it up to paradise.

Hence, I'll be off in la la land for a little while.

So, don't hold you breathe waiting for me. I'll save you a mango or coconut or something.

He sat there with his Einstein hair, a medusa helmet of bleached blonde glory.
"I think our dance is up my dear." I proclaimed with all the confidence brought about
By that unknown mixture the troubled gay barman called a quick fuck.
"I know. And youre leaving, so I guess this is the last time I'll see you. If you need help, you know where...
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I fucking love being a stripper.

Why didn't someone tell me earlier I could make a fuckload of money by getting naked and getting off.

Oh wait, I had to wait until I was legal

I talked to an old friend today for the first time in almost two years.

I'm tthe happiest I've been in years.

Well. I've quit work. Can't handle them touching me anymore. I kind of snapped.

So tonight, I've got my first shift at a club dancing.

The last five, six days have been hell. I cut too many holes with the drugs in the fabric of my soul and watched the demons fall through.

And what scared me, is that they are my reality. I've been...
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