i feel wierd.
This is going to be a reasonably matter of fact, general day to day update post. The zoloft and valium have taken away a lot of my writing ability, and my ability to orgasm, which the latter can be both a good and a bad thing in my case at the present time.
University has started, my favourite class at the moment...
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This is going to be a reasonably matter of fact, general day to day update post. The zoloft and valium have taken away a lot of my writing ability, and my ability to orgasm, which the latter can be both a good and a bad thing in my case at the present time.
University has started, my favourite class at the moment...
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The thing below is something I posted in the sex workers group, and it's basically a summary of everything emotional that was related to sex work. But it's probably the last I'll say on the matter unless I go back to it. But it's sort of where I stand right now. And honestly, even almost a year after I stopped, I think about it every...
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halfjack:
it was good to be back, thanks.
yeah he's a big frickin guy. very outgoing. and a great big heart.
baltimore is on the east coast of the us. near washington dc. where's brisbane?
and how are you?
yeah he's a big frickin guy. very outgoing. and a great big heart.
baltimore is on the east coast of the us. near washington dc. where's brisbane?
and how are you?
allura:
Oh I would love to but I'm busy shooting tonight tomorrow and Monday then I fly back Monday night 
If I get a chance tomorrow or Monay I'l give you a buzz. What is your number and what area of Brisbane are you in?
If I get a chance tomorrow or Monay I'l give you a buzz. What is your number and what area of Brisbane are you in?for my girl lily.
sign this
http://www.democracyinaction.org/dia/organizations/ncadp/campaign.jsp?campaign_KEY=6386
her man's on death row and due to be executed on the 17th. they're still hoping for a late intervention so numbers people! it asks for a american address, so i put some beverly hills 90210 bullshit in there, so if your australian, just do the same thing so you can sign. maybe some international derison may go...
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sign this
http://www.democracyinaction.org/dia/organizations/ncadp/campaign.jsp?campaign_KEY=6386
her man's on death row and due to be executed on the 17th. they're still hoping for a late intervention so numbers people! it asks for a american address, so i put some beverly hills 90210 bullshit in there, so if your australian, just do the same thing so you can sign. maybe some international derison may go...
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thefuckoffkid:
Done.
(I just put in "other" so it didn't require me to be American
)
(I just put in "other" so it didn't require me to be American
)
tafkasp:
hey, i remember that picture of the old people in love! 
everythings possible in a city.
constant movement, been living out of hotels for almost two months now. new city, new homes, new people, new job, and acceptance into university. I've got ten days to choose between a degree in psychology or a double degree in journalism and international relations.
I left him in our usual violent and emotional fashion. i'm quite content to float on...
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constant movement, been living out of hotels for almost two months now. new city, new homes, new people, new job, and acceptance into university. I've got ten days to choose between a degree in psychology or a double degree in journalism and international relations.
I left him in our usual violent and emotional fashion. i'm quite content to float on...
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aaronsrod:
hey it was wonderful to finally catch up with you tonight, I enjoyed chatting with you and would love to do it again soon if you would like to.
cheers
ps good luck with uni, I know you will do well.
cheers
ps good luck with uni, I know you will do well.
pocket_rocket:
Lovely to meet you last night
okay!
everyone pray for me. i ask for little but I've just submitted to be part of a select few to enter into a spoken word performance in brisbane next week.
IF i get in, then I have a chance at winning some decent money and finding the bravery to vocalise the commentary of my soul.
i've always wanted to do spoken word, and with...
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everyone pray for me. i ask for little but I've just submitted to be part of a select few to enter into a spoken word performance in brisbane next week.
IF i get in, then I have a chance at winning some decent money and finding the bravery to vocalise the commentary of my soul.
i've always wanted to do spoken word, and with...
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reshizzle:
how did the spoken word go?
scheisskopf:
So...
What happened?
Were our prayers heard?
What happened?
Were our prayers heard?
I'm healing.
Slowly and childishly, I am learning patience. Concious patience is learned, but often
at war with subconcious wisdom we all possess. My soul understands before my beautiful
mind can begin to comprehend.
I came here with idealistic visions. I remember meth fuelled and scrambling through
the psychotic mindwaves for something soothing, something hopeful. And like children
caught on a simplistic ideal devoid of...
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Slowly and childishly, I am learning patience. Concious patience is learned, but often
at war with subconcious wisdom we all possess. My soul understands before my beautiful
mind can begin to comprehend.
I came here with idealistic visions. I remember meth fuelled and scrambling through
the psychotic mindwaves for something soothing, something hopeful. And like children
caught on a simplistic ideal devoid of...
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yuriel:
ahh pippa my dear <3
we speak enough on msn and for it im grateful.
and im glad to know youre ok after all that.
we speak enough on msn and for it im grateful.
and im glad to know youre ok after all that.
speedway74:
just thought i'd check in on you and see how you are doing, i saw you are moving in 3 weeks?????? still happening?
I thought that the soft tap tap of his fingernail against the syringe sounded like the lost tentatively knocking against hell's door.
I did a bad thing today. I'm a little scared.
I've found a way to escape.
I did a bad thing today. I'm a little scared.
I've found a way to escape.
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tafkasp:
the feeling is more than mutual.
and oh my, with those nurse pics, you're stirring up the lust as well.
and oh my, with those nurse pics, you're stirring up the lust as well.
burningleviathan:
nothing good lies down that pth. I hope you haven't gone back for a second taste.
on a happier note, had an awesome half-week with speedway74 who kindly lent me half his bed to crash in and took me around the semi-sights of the gold coast. Went and saw some gigs and saw him in action, snapping away everywhere. Met reamazing and rh1an5 and his missus and a couple of other sg members at the drive in on saturday. fun fun...
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aaronsrod:
I was at the drive in on Saturday night too and I missed you, in fact I didn't know half of the SG'ers that were there, I think i need to mingle a bit more haha, still it is good to see you back again.
velvetknuckles:
Hello luv. ...and that's how it all started...
I just read all of the journals I missed from you and once again you truly amaze me.
You are THAT cool...
hang tough luv.
xoxox
I just read all of the journals I missed from you and once again you truly amaze me.
You are THAT cool...
hang tough luv.
xoxox
Day one, I played with her blood, Day two I called it making love, Day three her blood played with me
Rule number 1. Don't ever call me a fucking whore.
He sat across from me and the pipe lay diagonnaly in his palm.
"You the first person I've ever heard say the word with empowerment." and he manipulated the baggie with his fingers.
"Really?"...
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Rule number 1. Don't ever call me a fucking whore.
He sat across from me and the pipe lay diagonnaly in his palm.
"You the first person I've ever heard say the word with empowerment." and he manipulated the baggie with his fingers.
"Really?"...
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fi:
My definition of a whore: A LADY with a good head on her shoulders (no pun intended), my people, FUCK THE HATERS!
Love you
Love you
The boy has gone, and now we're just hating because loving hurts too much.
So I went out and got completely shitfaced and ended back in a spa suite with a couple of attractive marines from San Diego. A lot of cock, and beer, and freestyling ensured. It feels good to laugh again though, not just smiling, or pretending that something was funny, but actually...
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So I went out and got completely shitfaced and ended back in a spa suite with a couple of attractive marines from San Diego. A lot of cock, and beer, and freestyling ensured. It feels good to laugh again though, not just smiling, or pretending that something was funny, but actually...
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brooklynbabe:
oh yeah! My kinda evening.
Hope you aren't hurting too much of the breakup.
Hope you aren't hurting too much of the breakup.
reshizzle:
yep!! you sure will be, maybe even tonight!
and you will meet my dog too
he is better than zeus
well atleast better behaved
hope you are having a blast down here
and you will meet my dog too
he is better than zeus
well atleast better behaved
hope you are having a blast down here
hope you aRE havign fun?!!!