Totally nervous doesn't come close to describing how I was feeling. Thankfully I was in the comfort of my own room and with the bright colors and warmth from the sun I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear.
I'm really big into quotes and found this and it felt perfect ..
"When you find yourself cocooned in isolation and despair and cannot find your way out of the darkness, remember that this is similar to the place where caterpillars go to grow their wings!"