hellstorm

tired, so tired, but not in the way that sleep will help with.

want things to change, want a new life, but I know I can't.

wish someone would actually be there for me, wish I had confidence, wish I knew what to do.

but I don't....I'm stuck in this life of being single and unhappy with no way out. family tells me lies of "You'll find someone, you'll see". people offer me false sense of hope. no one can tell me why or where I go wrong. no one seems to know.

so that's all I have right now. I'm just too damn tired out right now for anything else. thank God the year is coming to an end. I need it to end ASAP, that's for sure!