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Gates, NY

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Wednesday Apr 13, 2005

Apr 13, 2005
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I'm starting to learn, this damn addiction I have called Self-Injury sucks at times. I tend to fall into these trends where I start feeling "blah" and start wanting to Self-Injure. however, well, for the job, they'll send students home if they Self-Injure. imagine what they'll do to a staff member who is one of the main crisis responders (Area Coordinators and Security are the top 2 here, and I'm an Area Coordinator). fun times to always be had!

so gotta keep my hands busy and try to be around people. however, well, I also tend to try and hide how I feel. that or be around people who can't pick up on how I"m feelings. always the game I play!

on a happier note, I'm looking to buy a digital camera. I don't want anything spectacular. I just want a camera that will allow me the opportunity to take pictures. I'm debating between a Canon and Sony. any suggestions out there?

hmmm, thinking that's about it. still hating being single. and still believe there is no hope in sight for finding someone. oh well, live life unhappy. in many ways, I think its my natural state anyways!

whatever
its_weaselle:
many years ago i did that(SI) too. dont know why i stopped. maybe i just got busy with an actual suicide attempt. eh, that was a long time ago and sucked. surreal

not long ago i shopped around for a camera. canons, sonys, and kodak ones are really good. i got a kodak one, i really really like it. tongue paid $300 but it has a million features on it. and i still dont know how to use all of them....hahahaha.
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