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Gah... I'm going fucking crazy!

I'm way too anxious for my own good....


I need a drink.

Top 5, all time favorite albums....

In no particular order:

1. Dude Ranch - Blink 182
2. Fevers and Mirrors - Bright Eyes
3. The Ugly Organ - Cursive
4. Apologies to the Queen - Wolf Parade
5. O - Damien Rice

Now.... Go!

So... things didn't go too well.

Instead - it's time for sexy times. This song reminds me of sexy times.

I've spent the last 15 minutes trying to write this blog... finding and erasing the right words... Please forgive me if I lose track or stop making sense.

Tomorrow is my brother's open house. He's leaving for his second tour in Iraq and tomorrow will be my only chance to say goodbye. Obviously this is upsetting - but worsened by the fact that our relationship...
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I recently watched a show on the Discovery Channel about the Science of Beauty. It was really interesting because it discussed mathematical features on what makes people attractive, where we look on the body, smell and everything...

I want to say it was Aristotle, but I know that's wrong... who said that beauty can be measured in measurements of 2/3-rds. Like our eyes should be...
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But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments, And watch it all dissolve into a single second,
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet, Or one foolish line...

I've read all of the pages and there's still no answer...

For a brief moment, I thought I understood... but then my heart started beating.

I suppose there's comfort to be found somewhere... maybe we can see the same stars tonight.

But the sky is so overcast... and my heart won't slow down... and I can't catch my breath.

Where are you tonight?

And how'd be get here... it's too late to break it off...

I need a release, the sign is a cough...

...But that don't get me off...


I summon you to appear...

Happy Easter.

So, hello.

The move went really well. I'm still getting adjusted to being back in Kalamazoo, but it's going well. Some things haven't changed... but a lot has. I've come to terms with the fact that I probably won't be venturing to my favorite coffee shop at night by myself anymore... A LOT of creepers there.

I'm still looking for a job - but I...
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