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motherwolf:
Fucking wonderful.
halohaynes:
I like to take photos
Today i realised alot of my life is spent imagining things. I talk to myself as if i am in a play and its a script alot of the time. I don't know if this is common or not but i know why i do it.
When things don't go as planned i seem to retreat into this world, i watch my life as if...
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When things don't go as planned i seem to retreat into this world, i watch my life as if...
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ratoncitoperez:
Hey! How're things in Nottingham?
A very interesting post m'dear. Y'know, I think i quite a few of the more introspective and reflective amongst us often imagine ourselves as the lead protagonist in a third-party narrative. Sometimes a book, sometimes a play (as you have noted), sometimes a movies shot in 70mm widescreen panavision, sometimes a movie shot in shaky hand-held 8mm.
Anyway, if I was your screen writer, I'd give you all the lines for the romantic lead
You take care m'dear & speak soon.. best wishes from Andalucia,
Mark.
A very interesting post m'dear. Y'know, I think i quite a few of the more introspective and reflective amongst us often imagine ourselves as the lead protagonist in a third-party narrative. Sometimes a book, sometimes a play (as you have noted), sometimes a movies shot in 70mm widescreen panavision, sometimes a movie shot in shaky hand-held 8mm.
Anyway, if I was your screen writer, I'd give you all the lines for the romantic lead
You take care m'dear & speak soon.. best wishes from Andalucia,
Mark.
The last in line is always called a bastard (8)
Today i have been emotionally fried. I am not entirely sure what i think or make of things but something is bubbling just under the surface. I am so very tired, lethargic and a little lost.
The photo below is to remind me of who i am underneath it all.
Its from a non published...
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Today i have been emotionally fried. I am not entirely sure what i think or make of things but something is bubbling just under the surface. I am so very tired, lethargic and a little lost.
The photo below is to remind me of who i am underneath it all.
Its from a non published...
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brokenenglish:
That's a great pic I hope things sort themselves out for you.
I hope things sort themselves out for you.
halohaynes:
Thanks guys. One of the unseen sets of when i modelled. I never quite grew the "balls" to show it cause its a nude set lol.
Feeling a little better today but its still in the back of my mind. This unknown feeling that keeps sapping away at my enthusiasm...
Feeling a little better today but its still in the back of my mind. This unknown feeling that keeps sapping away at my enthusiasm...
Today after 8 long hours of very busy work at the bar i come home to get lots of formspring messages calling me ugly and insulting anything i do that brings me any kind of joy in life.
The funniest one had to be "You failed the day you were born".
I wasn't aware i was being tested at birth really
http://www.formspring.me/halohaynes
If anyone wants...
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The funniest one had to be "You failed the day you were born".
I wasn't aware i was being tested at birth really
http://www.formspring.me/halohaynes
If anyone wants...
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I feel strangley detached from everything and unsure today.
I can't seem to make proper decisions and feel like i'm not concentrating on anything or enjoying anything.
I hate days like these. Days when you realise life is too routine.
I need a night out somewhere to get smashed with friends without worrying about anything and dance like no-one is watching.
If anyone wants to...
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I can't seem to make proper decisions and feel like i'm not concentrating on anything or enjoying anything.
I hate days like these. Days when you realise life is too routine.
I need a night out somewhere to get smashed with friends without worrying about anything and dance like no-one is watching.
If anyone wants to...
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ratoncitoperez:
Muchas gracias por tu solicitud!, y por cierto, ahora mismo te envio un mensaje privado ;-)
Finally back! Woooooop!
My mum brought me a years SG for christmas. I have an awesome mother
So whats been happening with me? Well i am back to my natural hair colour for the first time in AGES!
I almost feel like it stripped part of my identity at first because im so used to having bright hair but im getting used to it now......
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My mum brought me a years SG for christmas. I have an awesome mother
So whats been happening with me? Well i am back to my natural hair colour for the first time in AGES!
I almost feel like it stripped part of my identity at first because im so used to having bright hair but im getting used to it now......
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halohaynes:
Ps. The bottom one is mine
Went to go view the houses today, the first one was lovely but the second one sold us.
We are putting the deposit and whatnot down this week.
Leaving us a month to make 1000 but hell, why not take the risk eh?
So very soon im going to be moving out for the first time to live independantly finally and have my own place!...
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We are putting the deposit and whatnot down this week.
Leaving us a month to make 1000 but hell, why not take the risk eh?
So very soon im going to be moving out for the first time to live independantly finally and have my own place!...
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halohaynes:
Thanks alot love
Yeah, its hard to get along at work as im not bringing it up yet. It may have been a one off comment she didn't mean (though it hurt) so im giving her a chance to redeem herself.
If i hear of talk like that again though, im going to confront her.
Im a big hippy and can't be dealing with all these bad vibes!
Yeah, its hard to get along at work as im not bringing it up yet. It may have been a one off comment she didn't mean (though it hurt) so im giving her a chance to redeem herself.
If i hear of talk like that again though, im going to confront her.
Im a big hippy and can't be dealing with all these bad vibes!
bigz:
Congrats on the moving out its awesome costs alot but the freedom is the best
you blank that one at work knowone needs ppl like that in their lives. p.s you are stunningx
its awesome costs alot but the freedom is the best
you blank that one at work knowone needs ppl like that in their lives. p.s you are stunning
xRight!
So basically this is me being cheeky and promoting a little, but for all the right reasons!
The band i manage, SYCHATRISSI (opeth, dream theater etc mix up), are working REALLY hard to get their new album done for recording in mid december. I think they deserve a little bit of extra attention.
The new album really does sound awesome so if you have...
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So basically this is me being cheeky and promoting a little, but for all the right reasons!
The band i manage, SYCHATRISSI (opeth, dream theater etc mix up), are working REALLY hard to get their new album done for recording in mid december. I think they deserve a little bit of extra attention.
The new album really does sound awesome so if you have...
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slots:
Thank you for the set comment! That was soo sweet ps i love your hair and style your a smoking hot lady
halohaynes:
Whhhyyy thankyou darling! And no problem, it was nice to see a creative and eccentric set. There should be more like that!
I am very excited about the moving occuring in the near future. I have never lived away from home, though i have lived in lots of different homes and been thrown from place to place.
I will be moving with my partner and another Jordan, who is me from a different dimension (the one who actually kinda looks like me lmao). We all get on...
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I will be moving with my partner and another Jordan, who is me from a different dimension (the one who actually kinda looks like me lmao). We all get on...
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thinktwicex2:
Moving is always a nice change, where are you guys moving to?
halohaynes:
Were looking at places in Basford, Nottingham tomorrow.
We are scattered on the outskirts of Nottingham at the moment. 2 of us with a parent and one leaving his housemates.
It will be nice to be all together and in the city centre. Also good for the fact that i have to walk home at 1/2am most nights lmao!
We are scattered on the outskirts of Nottingham at the moment. 2 of us with a parent and one leaving his housemates.
It will be nice to be all together and in the city centre. Also good for the fact that i have to walk home at 1/2am most nights lmao!
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ron4164:
Wow!
mylastsin:
cool =]
So today i got up after not much sleep at all, attempted to wake my partner, failed, sat around for a while until they did rouse from their slumber then in thier workplace and had cheese on bagels (yumyum).
Is it bad that i had a beer before even having breakfast today?
Went home and talked to my grandmother and mother about my moving out...
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Is it bad that i had a beer before even having breakfast today?
Went home and talked to my grandmother and mother about my moving out...
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finella:
Great blog, you look great!
halohaynes:
Thanks doll
I need more dye.. My silly jet black roots are making an appearance
I need more dye.. My silly jet black roots are making an appearance
I have to walk to work in 40 mins. Its already foggy and cold, and its not even winter yet.
I am going to spend this winter like i spent most of last, On my arse. SO much black ice there is virtually no point in standing up again...
Although i love my job (making drinks in an alternative pub that i love), i do...
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I am going to spend this winter like i spent most of last, On my arse. SO much black ice there is virtually no point in standing up again...
Although i love my job (making drinks in an alternative pub that i love), i do...
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strider57:
I've heard (don't know if it's true) that typically Bartenders and Servers (Waiters) pretty much just get paid by the hour and don't receive tips in European countries? THAT'S CRAZY if it's true? Here in the States, being a pretty, young female Bartender is practically a license to steal. Working a busy Saturday night in a nice club in the States you'd walk out at the end of your shift with a minimum of $300.00 to $400.00 and probably more, depending on how long your shift was? Figure at least $50.00 to $60.00 per hour, TAX FREE!!
halohaynes:
I get tips.
I don't care if its not allowed in europe. If people are going to stare lol, i expect something for it
I don't care if its not allowed in europe. If people are going to stare lol, i expect something for it