gundamfury

It has finally happened. I am going to be father in seven months. There are definately mixed emotions about it. My feelings seem to be influenced by the people around me. When I'm at work, I'm usually pissed off, but when I think about being a daddy, it makes me happy. When I see my dad, I feel kinda bad, like I totally let him...
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Recently, I've seen how much "we" have matured since "we" were like 16. The big thing I've seen is how when I'm out driving at night (which is very frequently), every time I am near young males, they either try and race me, or they stare at my new wheels like I'm god. It's pretty damn cool. I get instant respect or recognition as being...
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"Hey, what kind of party is this? There's no booze, and only one hooker."

I love listening to sad songs. I don't know why, I think I've had some sort of fascination with them, since I heard Little Suzzie by Micheal Jackson. When I heard it I cried and couldn't listen to the rest. I guess you could say that is scared me to hear...
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I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Thinking about strength within, and the desire of it, and the need for it. I've been thinking about being different, but yet still being the same. Most of all, I've been thinking of how people like to hold each other down, especially when you most need to stand up. I've been thinking that my inner strength doesn't...
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Guess what I did the other day, I helped bring down a fighting shop-lifter at work. It was not as much of a rush as you might think, at least it wasn't for me. But it was fun, I'd love to do it again. Anthony was struggling with him really bad, and he almost got away, but I got behind him and choked him for...
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"...I'm you your little butterfly, green black and blue, making colors in the sky..."

I've been digging through all my CDs looking to fill up my iTunes library (7GB so far). I'm getting up there in stuff. It's mostly the SG videos and SG radio taking up space, but there are like 1600 songs on there. I went and got the very first mix-CD I...
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"Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moon light?"

I think that I have finally found the critical piece to the puzzle that I was missing for so long. I have put it in place, and the picture is now clear. It is happiness. Complete happiness. The key to finding it was, succeeding in something I always thought was going to elude...
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612 Warf Avenue (Hey!) 612 Warf Avenue (Hey!)

I was gonna sit here and tell everyone about how good the new Macbook is. In fact, I still will. I think it's ridiculous how awesome this thing is. It can use Mac OS X and Windows XP, on the same computer. You just have to proportion the hard drive to reflect which you will be using...
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I don't really know why I am getting so angry lately. It seems that nearly everyone makes me angry anymore. I hate dealing with people, and I hate being lonely all the time, and I hate trying to make everyone happy all the time. It's unbelievable that I try so hard to do all this stuff for people, and in the end I just end...
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I wrote a poem, it's amazing. I haven't written a poem since like.... geeze. I don't know, but somehow it got submitted to Poetry.com, and they haven't left me alone since. I think one of my teachers did it. But anyway, I submitted this to to them again. I figured, "what the hell."


Falling... without a reason


Friendships,
lingering in the dust.
Greatness,
basking in...
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This is the opening of a story that I wrote a year or so ago. It was perfected by my friend (and hopefully my future girlfriend) Mandy. It turned out well.




Burning embers glow in the dimly lit booth, where a man sits alone, in content. The club is full to capacity; everyone has come to hear the sweet melodies that are flowing tonight. Tables...
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