gingerbread

the thing that makes the second installment (not to be confused with the second chapter) of r. kelly's "trapped in the closet" worse than the first is that r. kelly clearly got some new ideas between the making of the two that created a lack of continuity, resulting in a disconnect with the characters. for example, in the second installment, instead of hiring actors to...
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i think i have the gum disease gingivitis.

today my nerves feel like glass.

i wish i knew how to relax.

i wish it were warmer.

i am wishing a lot of things today.

i just remembered that the lemonheads existed!
i am definitely wearing leggings with socks and sneakers today.

stupidity is awesome.

i decided to go to school. and i decided since i was giving up on my plan, my reward was the freedom to enjoy marijuana, especially during the month long grace period before i started school.

and then weeks after putting in an application, i got a call from safeway for an interview. and i was given a job on the spot,...
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possibly things are looking better? i explored technical programs, and found 2 that aren't nursing or engineering: specialty breads and desserts, and drug counseling. pretty different i know, but both things that fascinate me. i am talking to a counselor on tuesday to explore my options, and see if i didn't fuck up so bad last time around that they will let me back into...
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frustration! since applying to, and getting, an -awesome- job at goodwill, i have taken two drug tests. the first was dilute, the second was cancelled, due to suspected adulteration. and seriously, i just peed in a cup and handed it over. i am probably going to be denied this job because the lab is full of shit and goodwill doesn't want to pay for the...
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i got a job! i am going to telemarket magazines. maybe one of the worse jobs that i have had, but i am good at switching into robot mode, so here goes nothing. nothing on next to no hours of sleep, as i start in the morning.

still hoping something better comes through, but fuck i am so happy to have a job.

also, i...
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although i owe both the portland and seattle public libraries quite a bit of money, one of the advantages of living with my mom is that i get to use her library card--so fucking rad! i was surprised yesterday to find that i had a hold on the new david sedaris book, "when you are engulfed in flames" (last time i checked, i was #...
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