eyehatetherain

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Ran into the safe.hit my foot on the safe.smashed my thumb in safe door.
Safe:3 Me:0
my last hour of work

i'm in a mood again now. its a kind of sad state of mind. i am getting the feeling that creeps over me every so often. its a bit of lonelyness. i feel quite alone and the pull of wanting someone. as much as i hate having to admit that, its true. i feel the nagging pulling in my chest. something missing. i hate soo...
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seriously.
this morning i actually woke up and i was still drunk.
it was an intense night with a handfull of friends at my place.
much better then going out .
i can just pass out when i'm ready to
hmm i think it might be nap time now though
lol

i lost someone who was supposed to be my best friend
she just doesnt like me anymore
wont accept what i do and who i am
i cried for hours yesterday
but i got it out and know its a loss that will be felt
but i will not change who i am.
not for anyone

time for a few drinks.
by few i mean quite a few
and some fun music

perhaps i'll wake up in the morning feelin like p diddy

sigh
I heart Lady Gaga

Gaga

motivation motivation motivation
i'm feeling it big time right now
time to take some grown up steps
baby steps just arent working for me anymore

going back to cooking professionaly it creeping up in the back of my mind
i dont drive. dont even have a license. (ya i know its horrible)
determined to get it within the next three weeks
fix up my room...
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i'm soo fucked ouup right now

boop a doop
just hanging out around the house. i've been doing alot of thinking. i decided i need to get my life back in the path i want it and start working out again. i'd like to lose weight, but its not even that. i really want to just be more active and feel better about my health and know i'm not doing anything...
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I'm a sad