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Why do I chose to punish myself? I, and just about everyone else for that matter, knows that dating is a fucking nightmare. So why do I continue to put myself through this crap? I've been alone for so long now, why do i care if there is someone next to me...or someone there to share my life with? and just when you think you've...
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Hate is a strong word
Current mood: bitchy mad


My mom always told me that hate is a very strong word....but sometimes it needs to be used.

Let's play "I spy". OK, i'll go first, I spy someone I F**cking hate. Any Guesses?
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WTF?? There isn't a tour date for PHX?? What's up with that?? I thought the Turnout at the clubhouse last year was pretty good.

I'll fucking promote the show if I have to....I think you at SG should reconsider adding a show in PHX.

mad
hawtpink:
I know! It's lame. Grr... lol
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I'm still trying to get used to the new look and navigating thru this site. Maybe someone can help me. One of the things that I loved the most about the old SG site I no longer know how to do. Okay- there used to be a section for members to read and view all other members comments and pictures. But now I can only...
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I went to vegas last week, needless to say, it was a blast. I haven't been in quite a while...It's still some of the best fun that can be had!
People really take the whole "what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" thing too literally. And in this case, I wish it wasn't true. I'm working on making things extend beyond the nevada border and...
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graycen:
WOW! What a line up! I bet it was awesome!
You know...
Maybe you are looking for something or someone to fill that void...but what you really need to do is to look within yourself to find that happiness? Maybe it is only something YOU can provide?

*kisses*
Gray
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Okay, get this. Exactly one month from the day my store got broken into, it happens again. Check out this pattern- the first day was April 15, 2006. It also just so happens to be Easter. The second time was on May 14, 2006- yes, mother's day. Is this some kind of sick trend???

You can be sure that I'll be spending the entire weekend...
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graycen:
I'm so sorry about the second break in. I hope the police get the rat bastards...umm...or you do!
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Business continues to go very well. however, today- on the 1 day off I've had in 3 weeks, my store gets broken into!!!!

I get a call at 5:06am......

This is Brinks Security calling to let you know we've had an alarm notify us that your store has been broken into and the police are on their way. I jump out of bed and speed...
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graycen:
WOW! What a nightmare! I'm glad to hear that nothing got stolen and that you have an plan for preventing future break-ins! ( Does it involve nerve gas or electric shock? Maybe machine guns set up to detect motion and fire at will? Hmm...Can you tell I watch too many spy movies?)

Your girls are lucky to have such a loving and devoted father...

Nighty-night!


kiss
Gray
beckyjane:
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The last 2 months have been crazy buzy for me. I just opened my first retail shop. I sell car stereos, tvs, alarms and other auto accessories. This week is my first official week of being open and things went well. Of course I need to find a way to get people in the door.....but somehow people have already been finding the place. Now that...
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beckyjane:
Thank you. Glad you like them....
graycen:
I'm so happy to hear that everything is going well for you. Don't worry about getting people in the door..."If you build it they will come..." *grinning*

Also, You never know who will wander into your store...Just keep your options, eyes and heart opened.

*kiss*
I'm glad to see you back around SG.
Gray
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I'm going to write something positive today. Business is going well. I signed the lease on my store property and have begin to occupy the building. I still have a lot of work to do- but I'm looking forward to the entire experience. I have set a date of April 1 for the grand opening...

Well, I should be getting back to work.

Happy Friday...
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graycen:
Making a conscious effort to think positive is a good thing to do, even if you don't feel like it.
Good for you!
Gray
graycen:
So how was the grand opening?
Business is booming I hope?
Miss ya!
*kiss*
Gray
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You know what?
Fuck today- fuck valentines day!

Something very strange has been happening in my world today. Its like opposite day......people who are always flakes are following thorugh and people who are usually reliable have their heads up their asses.

I think I have a learning disability. When some one continues to hurt you over and over and over again, why is it so...
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graycen:
How is Dr. Finkelstein recouperating?
(*LMAO* That has got to be the cutest freakin' name for a kitten!)

It's not a learning disability. It's call giving a damn about other people. Not everyone in this world thinks and acts like we do... When I say I care about someone, I do! It's not something that can be turned on and off like that *snaps fingers* Eventually, we do learn how to screen out the emotional vampires and tell the users and abusers to get lost! It takes a while because we believe in the inherent goodness of people. People CAN change. We have hope.

Take care darlin'!
Gray

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Holy shit- I think I've only been this horny once...sometimes I really hate being single. I wish I had a hottie to play with or at least someone to flirt with.

But you know what sucks worse than being horny and alone?

Buzzkills, paper cuts, people that rain on your parade, flat tires, alarm clocks, debt, egomaniacs, stepping in gum, bad movies, corporate jobs, hang...
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graycen:
doing dishes, sleepless nights, a sunburn, a broken flip flip, stepping in dog shit, vanilla ice cream, burning the roof of my mouth on pizza, back stabbers, waking up alone, going to bed alone, the hiccups, being stood up, having a broken heart, an empty e-mail box, bills....


whatever
Gray