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I ate an entire thing of beef jerky earlier....
I didnt feel sick until now.
Why?
Why after 9 years did i have to eat so much in one day?
Im crazy.

Also, note my tiny 6.5 size feet.
Yea.

Its like that.
aanya:
your feet are way too tiny..that is inhuman. I knew there was something about you..hehe... alien...ALIEN!

Yes, I will come out and visit you for sure! Are you taking summer school or what? And prom will be stupendous! We will look smashing.....Starla and I are trying to get some plans together as well...and boy oh boy do I ever have a sexy ass date!

kiss kiss
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Ive decided to live in Montreal after I am finished my BA next year, just for the summer.
It is so beautiful there, and I have some extended family I can stay with.

I truly hope I follow through with this, seeing as how I cannot go in June for my Uncle's wedding, due to school shedules.

On another note, I am leaving all previous...
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d_infinite:
You seem much more positive on this post. I wish you luck with your endeavors. You're welcome (if I'm one of them).

Peace.
clicheguevara:
my aim isn't working right now. I have to fix it somehow, and then we can love each other more.. haha smile
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::::::Update::::::
Those of you who were asking why Im leaving, please go here. It gives some sort of explanation, thanks.
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I want to move.
I want to move to a new place..even if it was across the hall from my place now.
I am coming up to some very dire situations financially in the next few months, mostly because of lack of student...
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chrisnail_and_i:
I hope you are able to make it to Peacocks Saturday, if not I'm sure there will be more things happening soon. Even if you are leaving the site, it would be great if you could come to the events.
friedbanana105:
make it, god damn it! biggrin
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:::::UPDATE:::::::
All of my hopefuls pics are deleted, as well as my old photos and most of my groups, though somewhere SG keeps them all Ive been told.

Soon I will clean out other things.
I kind of dont want to, but I think it is necessary completely.

Avoiding schoolwork, despite me NEEDING to get thigns done.
Put on some new stupid diet to stabilize...
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su:
I changed my name b/c I felt more comfortable being Su, than being Zi.
meemee:
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:::Update:::::

Deleted all my old pics. But added some really super recent ones from an orange set i did.

This is all.

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Mar 02/2004 Journal.
This past week I learned to expect the very most unexpected.

Also, that I do have morals and ethics and they lead me to override physical/petty wishes.
This also makes me exremely happy.

I dont want to turn a...
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rdog:
frown frown frown frown
audioofambor:
how come you're leaving? i wish i knew you.
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Update:
::::Message to someone::::

Fuck you.
?????????



also: eat me.
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Mar 02/2004 Journal.
This past week I learned to expect the very most unexpected.

Also, that I do have morals and ethics and they lead me to override physical/petty wishes.
This also makes me exremely happy.

I dont want to turn a blind eye.
I want to believe in an alternative, where the politics...
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tubesound:
I can't make goodbyes beautiful.
I can't do justice.

kiss kiss kiss
chrisnail_and_i:
Sorry to hear you are leaving, you seem pretty cool, and it will be our loss. I was under the impression that you were applying to be a SG, and that Vic would have yet another biggrin ... frown oh well, it was not meant to be I guess.
I wish you well, wherever your life takes you.
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This past week I learned to expect the very most unexpected.

Also, that I do have morals and ethics and they lead me to override physical/petty wishes.
This also makes me exremely happy.

I dont want to turn a blind eye.
I want to believe in an alternative, where the politics arent corrupt and evel.
Where the people in charge actually value and believe in...
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aanya:
It wont be the same here without the honesty of darling Dementia. But this is better for you and we will keep in touch of course!

I LURVE YOU!

kiss kiss
poprocks:
you probably get this alot, but ... you have the most killer lips.

ok, that's enough. i dig #9 in your pics smile
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Having slept only 3 hours, I wake up this morning to my houseguest blaring Pantera.
This made me happy.


To 99% of the population: Eat.Me.
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d_infinite:
Ahh, the dementia I know and love.

Actually I don't know you. and my love is strictly platonic.

cheers.
sportdeath:
At least I'm in good company.

smile
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craigula:
aww thats cute that you got tired from Tai Chi smile my dad takes it and calls it 'old man kung-fu' haha.
d_infinite:
Why would any one want to see Keith Richards nude?

Bleah ... puke
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Ive decided NOT to do an SG set anymore.
And in fact I have cancelled my membership and will thus be gone by May 2nd.
I am not too keen on the direction of the site.
I dont really "trust" SG as a company anymore, and I think other sites that I shant mention are superior.
AS well, Im more into just doing things for...
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mindless:
You're......leaving? Well, it's not like we know each other that well. You have your very own life to look after, and this is only a very minor part of it. So you do what you have to do. We don't all have the time to sit around and look at this stuff. Get out there and make something of yourself woman. You deserve only the best. I sound like an afterschool sucky special.
jonnnnny:
poking?! POKING?! there shall be no poking of me!.. well ok maybe a little. but only now and again, and only if i can poke back.

*pokety poke!*

kiss

p.s. did you enjoy your class? i went out and hurt myself trying to lift my friend. she is heavier than she looks... either that or im weaker than i think i am. itll be one of the two.
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discusstin:
yayy akuma! hi loki!
ooo aaa
gumbercules:
ahhh, a new baby boy. congratulations on your new aunthood. he's an innocent beauty, for now.

it's been a long time since a god was born among us. be oh so happy, but watch your back. i've been told to warn you to be careful...somewhere down the line he's gonna trick you...
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Being with Akuma and Loki these few days has been very nice.
I havent broken down or anything, because I have to focus on taking care of a 2 day old baby.
When I leave tommorow, I know I will break down.
He is asleep right now and I already miss him.
Holding a baby that is 4 hours old and seeing the beauty in...
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godlessnerd:
I'm so glad to hear that you love that little baby. I know how you feel... You know how much i dislike babies... but when I see my nephew Lucas, everything is just good, and he's so cute and I love him... babies ain't for me, but other peoples babies can make you happy sometimes.
wolfangel:
smile Sometimes life is good...