dee1

just got home from one wicked crazy night. dont know if i want to update with the story.....or if i even should.....

still like WOAH!

fuck everyone.

sorry. but ive had it....why is it that nice people always get screwed?!? i give up. it seems as if whatever i do takes me to a dead fucking end..ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

if you cant notice im upset/disapointed/upset/andeveryotheremotionsomeonecouldfeel all in one.

why are people so fake and scared to be themselves?!? whatever....im not going to waste my time and energy on something of that sort....
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just woke up on a serious tip....

chase all up ringing in my ear...."hello danielle" arg i hate that name its dee bitch now represent....2nd interview went well...next mission..3rd interview tomorrow 3pm sharp...

dyed my hair sunday night and have to redye tonight for job interview tomorrow...why cant jobs have some sense of style instead of a bunch of stick people..walk.talk.dress and be boring all...
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so yea.

i havent said or written much lately...

hiding out...
but not really...

hot pink last friday...can we all say WOAH...i dont really know how i felt about that night..im still trying to figure out what happened and if i ended up doing the right thing. i hope i did...i think i did.

looking for a job...kinda...im a bum i dont know what my...
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so the last few weeks are blurry to me because ive been draining myself with drinks. i dont know. i just wish that this would all stop. emotions, where to begin and where to end. where am i even going with these. i think to deeply and of course its always the negative. maybe one day ill learn to focus on the positive aspects in...
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with every thought a tear drops.
with every word, a faint whisper.
a look of disbelief,
puzzled with confusion
every glimse that of a dream
my mind warped as the suns radiant glaze turns on me.
i morn a broken heart
i morn a lost love
i have no where to run,
no where to hide
IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE

healing.

No sleep, no sex, for you from your x-girlfriend
I was too deep can't let you call me just jump in
At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel
I'm novocaine I'm numb and nothing's real

Like the coldest winter
I am frozen from you
I was weak before now you've made me
So numb I don't feel much for you...
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omg. can we say tonight was crazy?!?!

well not too crazy but shit it still ended up turning into an adventure.

so evening starting with hot grrL seriously looking like pink herself calling me during work *ring ring* hey this is melissa im sorry about yesterday but today i can cut your hair at 5 ill come to your house. *click* i so needed my...
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time. thats all we have.



.time.