darkangelazrael

I wish Halloween could be in August.
Then we can trick or treat under a warm sky with stars falling in time with my heart beat.
Halloween was always my most favorite holiday easy.
Then My father passed away Halloween night 3 years ago and that kind of changed.
Not to mention that August had become one of my favorite times because I met you...
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Why the FUCK does it seem that I am utterly alone? Maybe because I am. The hilight of my day is going to work. At least that is the social hilight of my day. I need help.

I cannot believe we have met back up. I thought we were never to speak again. I am unsure how to go forward.

I am back from a long hermitage. And listening to the new Silversun Pickups! It is an awesome album!!!

I'm right here in front of you
Can't you see me!?

I am binging with dirty hands on all that surrounds me
I feel so terribly sick but I cannot stop
This behavior is compulsive
Somewhere deep within me something is screaming to be free
Something is driving me to my ends and I like it

All encompassing and strange
This feeling brings me to...
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Merry Christmas everyone!

7L and Esoteric kick ass.

I am fucking pissed off. A good friend of mine just got fired from work because someone in a MINOR management position did not personally like him. He was fired under pretense and i am just fucking livid. 5 weeks to Christmass. AND he was planning on marrying his girlfrind in early spring. with jobs so thin out there he is freakin screwed maybe for...
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“Break”

How can I raise my chin and walk on
When everything about me is broken?
How could you get up and walk out of my life
With hardly a word spoken?
Everything I have done in this life
Has left me with less of myself
You should know, my life's an open book
If you would only take me off the shelf

And you...
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Love?
let me tell you about love.
it's very pure
and so unpredictable
it is the basis of all inspiration in our lives
love makes something as small as the brush of my hand against your face
mean everything in the world to me.
and it makes your happiness the only inspiration in my life.
love is not sex
nor a box of chocolates
or...
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