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so vito and i decided that we needed time apart. for how long, i dunno. it was such a disaster. and im hoping he will realize how much he misses me and needs me in his life. but maybe he wont. and i dont feel very good about that. this is the only situation in life that just always has me running in circles.

its...
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so im going home for spring break tomorrow. cant wait to be back in NYC. but first i have a huge biopsych test. ive been studying like mad for it and i feel like i dont know anything. i just want to sit around and do nothing but pack and watch tv right now. and i keep getting distracted from studying. ugh.

im looking forward...
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i wish i could do things differently. i feel so stiffled where im at right now. i dont wanna change myself and i dont want to "grow up" there is absolutely nothing wrong with the way i am now. whats wrong is society and its norms. i know, this is another emo rant on the institutions we have to endure. but really.

i also really...
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I am back!!! definitly so excited. a lot has changes around here since i was last on here. im off to explore! xo

oh friends.
so fickle.
everyone just wants a piece

thank god for naked girls and icecream

oh and stargate sg-1

summer classes are so fuckin fun!!! lol
NOT.

im nervouse to actually get out there and put my counceling skills to test. i have enough practice with the people in my family lol.

other then that i cant wait to go back to nyc for a while. although now that vito is moving out its gonna suck.

im not even gonna get into that.
this...
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i added new pics if anyone cares

holy crap i totally forgot about this site! lol i guess ive been too busy with real life. man i miss nyc...haha

so i hopw you guys have all been well. things have been alright over here. its still snowin in b-lo...so much for spring.

my parents and sis are visiting this week. that should be fun. and my photo projects have been going great....
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so...boyfriend problems again. as usual. god, cant i just be happy. he doesnt wanna sleep with me or cuddle with me or go places with me. but i love him so much i cant be without him.

he left for a couple of days and i tried to hang in there, but i almost died. i needed him so bad.

so now he is back....
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sorry i havent updated or gotten back to anyone lately. a lot has been going on.

my grandma was really sick for the past few months. and she died thursday morning. we were so close.i thought i was just gonna lose it. so i had to go to jersey for the funeral this weekend. god. i cant really say more cause its upsetting me.

anyway...
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