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God I'm feeling good today. This is the feeling I can usually define as nigh-on-manic happiness, so I hope I'm not feeling all down and mungy later on in the week/day. This week has been particularly laid back, as I continue to enjoy my time off, even if it doesn't really amount to doing a whole lot. Sleeping in, reading (The Crying of Lot 49,...
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SPAM of the day.

I went to see George Carlin like 4 months ago, and ever since ticketmaster is doing that thing where it sends you bulletins of upcoming shows you are bound to love based on previous ticket purchases,

Yesterday -

SUBJECT: Don't miss Whoopi Goldberg

Hey guess what ticketmaster? I will. On purpose. So fuck you ticketmaster.

I was sick this week. Wah. Just sat in bed, read, etc.

Since my operation (about two and a half weeks ago) I've read Crime and Punishment, Night, Animal Farm, Blindness (well, the second half), and Last Exit to Brooklyn. Right now I'm reading The Girl Next Door by Jack Ketchum, The Crying of Lot 49, and Last of the Mohicans. I haven't read more...
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Life cereal is the bomb.

So I'm going to continuously procrastinate my sum up of my week in the hospital. I've convinced myself that if I write more journal posts (in general...I don't just mean on this site) then time won't pass as quickly...or at least it won't leave with big gaps in my memory where it seems like three or four things happened in the span of an entire...
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It's weird...tomorrow I go in again, and you'd think I'd want to be spending these last couple days with friends (it's gonna be at least two weeks before I can get out of the house/bed), but I'm just chilling at home, wasting hours updating my ipod with recovery-friendly music. I'm spending even more time than I did the last time. Seriously, like half the day...
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I just saw my dad for the first time inabout a year. It was weird, I talked to him twice briefly in January. We had a bit of a blow up last summer when I was staying in Virginia, and I just have not wanted anything to do with him. Now it's just like, whatever. I can't believe I've wasted as much thought and time...
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Wow. Not a whole whole lot has happened in the last month +. Surgery in five days, last day of work today, and insomnia has set in already. I don't even feel that anxious...I guess I am and I just don't know it. It's weird, the only time I remember not being able to sleep last time I went through this (6 1/2 months ago)...
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Ow ow ow ow ow.

I hate crushes.

Today I went over to the house of a friend of a friend of a friend. She is half Russian, half Ukrainian. She likes movies and is just as tall as me (6 foot) and she made me hot tea. Her English is perfect with the perfect accent.

For me, there have always been three types of...
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Fuck taxes.

Weeks ago, I received a notice in the mail saying one of my jobs last year had filed me with the wrong SSN. I had to write a form correcting it and sent it in. I waited for a response saying "Ok, it's cool. You can file now." Eventually I realized that, duh, it's the federal government, and went ahead and filed. I...
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I need a new tattoo. Super duper bad. The only one I have right now is a little Capricorn (goat with a mermaid tail). I love it, and I love his little beard, but I would like him so much more if he wasn't all alone.

I want to get tattoos on the rest of my arm. My left arm has a big ugly birthmark...
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Yesterday I slept pretty much all day, and at night we played Strip Twister.

I'm really going to miss unemployment.