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I hate Christmas
I wish I could sleep the next two days away
but i'm sure the world and all its infinite wisdom will keep me awake
just to see what i'll do
rawkz:
I plan to sleep xmas away! biggrin
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I hate looking for a job.
Theres never the perfect job right near where you live. It always has to be miles away.
I'd pretty much do anything to work near where I live
*sighs*
rawkz:
There is no such thing as the perfect job, period. wink
I wish we lived in a world where we didn't have to work! That would make me happy.
maee:
Lol thanks for the comment... How are you?

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So it's about noon now and I'm just starting to wake up. I spent the last few days drinking which is pretty uncharacteristic of me because I rarely get drunk. But lately... iunno... theres a change that i've just been feeling.
Anyways, after coming out of it a bit, I realized theres some stuff to do so I probably should get more focused now. I...
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rawkz:
Well looks are usually important for first impressions if you approach someone in a bar or something. But I think if anyone didn't give you a shot because of how you look, then they are shallow and not worth your time. Generally girls will prefer personality over looks, because having a dependable and sweet guy is more important than anything else, and liking someones personality also affects how you see them. As long as you are charming and can approach well, you are all set (plus you are cute so you shouldn't worry). smile
rawkz:
I think typically both women and men eventually get bored in a relationship. Humans aren't monogomous by nature and it's pretty uncommon that people stay interested for an extended period of time. Most people who stay together, stay because their relationship is dependable and comfortable. For example older people, they have been together so long, they know each other inside out.. why bother change, it's unlikely they would find a new partner after all that time. But younger people, it's a lot easier to seek out a new companion.
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So it's been an odd couple weeks ( I think its been a couple weeks... )
I got the chance to talk to an old girlfriend, which is just always a horrible idea... she was going on about her new boyfriend and how happy she is and all the crap i'm sure girls say to really get to your head... or maybe she thought it...
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rawkz:
I have almost been sucked into a few infomercials myself, usually a sign I have been watching to much tv. wink

Girls just do that "I am so happy with my bf" shit just to get in your head. It's pretty annoying, they know how inappropiate it is but do it anyway. No one needs someone like that in their life.
rawkz:
Thanks! smile
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Alright... well i'm back again... sorta
not much has happened
I left my job because it was really taxing on my body
and im not sure but I think most of the toxins there we're making me sick...

Um.. i cut my hair and decided it was time i got some glasses since i can barely see as it is
and yeah...
nothing much other...
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moirai:
yeah childish is quite correct.
moirai:
so it isn't really like character building then.
It's more like fucking torture.
I must have done something really horrible in a past life. Like slaughtered a ton of children. Its the only way this karma would be evening out.
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Jesus... its been awhile since i last posted here, so many things have happened... and... iunno... I guess these sorta things just fade.
But yeah... summer was weak, working is hard and i'm pretty disappointed with alot of aspect of my life but then again, whose to blame?

I'll probably update this this later on
i'm so weary right now
I just wanna sleep
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pinkfoojedi:
Hey you! Glad to know you are still alive and breathing. Mucho love xxx
ritzy:
As long as you don't fade! and you go get some sleep tongue that way you can come back and grace us with your company!
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I seriously hate phones... the last 3 people that called me just yelled at me...

But anyways... my birthday is getting closer, turning the big 2 0. Which is still pretty young i suppose but i still feel like a child. I'm actually kinda worried now because my b-days usually are bad for me so i'm kinda hoping everyone forgets and just acts like its...
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ritzy:
My cat onyx used to be my savior, at the end of every day I'd come home and curl up on my couch with her and a book... it was my only time with some piece of sanity... Hopefully you're birthday will be a good one, even if that just means a smoothly flowing one. You should buy yourself a birthday cake smile Well, I hope all is well and you have a great weekend, I'm glad you liked the photos ^.^
rawkz:
I hope your birthday went well! My bdays are usually bad days too, whats up with that?
Animals are so much better to come home to than people. Minus the happily shedding part. wink
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^_^ I've had a nice couple days. I started talking to Lanie again who i just love and adore, shes like easily the coolest girl I know. I kinda lost touch with her after I went to Europe for like 6 months... seems like I lost touch with a lot of my friends after that. =) but I'm glad I got Lanie back.

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ritzy:
I've always thought that longer hair had more personality, but that's just me ^.^ and where did you go in Europe? I went there once when I was younger and I've been waiting impatiently since to go back...
rawkz:
thanks wink
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Finally into the June of this year, my birthday is in this month. I usually have like the worse birthdays ever so I always tried to avoid. World War 1 started on June 28th... maybe thats why my day is such bad luck for me?

Anyways, so there is apparently sucha thing as having too much coffee. The nurse i talked to told me that...
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rawkz:
Aww your dog is so adorable! I hope your birthday goes well. smile
ritzy:
haha I don't think I've ever gotten lost in the woods, I'm like a super scout or something ^.^ but then again, I've never done it drunk! And I did pretty good with my grades so I'm pretty relieved.

And fuck that nurse, I've been told to lay off on the caffeine too and you know what my reaction was.... uh huh *takes sip of latte* screw that!

and that is an adorable dog *sigh* I miss my dog... hell I think I love all animals come to think of it ^.^
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I Already Forget How I Use To Feel About You



So it's been a rather pleasant weekend thus far. Of course my friends are still fighting over that girl and I've tried to talk to them one on one but they all appeared to of ignored my suggestions. And I would like to try and help still but I'm just getting a little fed up...
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marysa:
Awww well hope ur friends clear up their mind.... wich reminds me that they never do, cause that happened to me a couple months ago, and now my bunch of friends is splitted cause a f*ckng lady...
Anyway, hope u have a great week...!!! And yeah rain rocks even so i used to love the sun so much....
Hugs*
kiss
ritzy:
Thanks so much... it's nice to know that someone is proud of me ^.^ Sorry that your friends are quarreling, that's never any fun. Well, I hope the rest of your weekend went as well (if not better) !
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The past few days have been beyond shit. It seems like all my friends are fighting over the same girl which is really stupid cause theres billions of other girls in the world, I don't know why they have to worry about the same one.
Secondly, I may have to go to court for this car crash I was in about a year ago. I...
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imaginarydesire:
Unfortunately, I dont have too much to say to cheer you up...I havent had the best day myself, but...its too bad things arent going well right now :/ Have to get better soon right?
quinne:
i do have a dog
he just sleeps when i sleep
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I've been struggling with myself lately
I'm so tired of my room
I can't stand this place
All of the sudden I miss everyone
Those late night passed out at the park
and all the trouble we got for drinking around
Life seems easier back then
But it feels wrong this time...
We never needed a reason
Somehow we felt strong this time
And now...
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rawkz:
Beautifully said. I couldn't agree more.
dotheheather:
i hear ya