colourfultears

Can you ever really rebuild trust?
Or do you force yourself to ignore the niggles?

Yes, as you can guess my trust in quite a few people is wavering hugely.

It's kinda upsetting really.

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fische:

thank you

Re: your blog, I hate trust issues. Trust is so important.
Hope it all gets sorted for you x

Apr 2, 2012

littlejohn22:

Trust is so important but do not lose trust in everyone... villarule is correct trust is earned

Apr 6, 2012

WOW I am SO tired..
Had to wake up early for a physiology problem solving exercise, went to the gym and almost passed out.

Special :-P

What's everyone up to?
I'm bored up here in chilly Aberdeen...

SO excited to be getting back to London <3

bigz:

Its nice and sunny in london at the moment

so you can look forward to sunny weather down here

x

Mar 21, 2012

bigz:

Good times, never been there is it a cool city ? x

Mar 22, 2012

1 week left of the Spring university term. I'm well over half way through my 2nd year of uni.
After 3 weeks of holiday, I have 4 weeks of lectures then exams. Then I'm pretty much a 3rd year.
It's all going by SOOOO quickly!

But over easter I get to go to Cali for a week ish. I would go for 2 but I...
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So, looks like I start therapy after Easter break. I am not looking forward to that as my therapy involves re-experiencing everything to do with the cause of my PTSD and remove the anxiety and guilt associated.
Will be a fun time of my life.

I'm glad I have SG here to come and get support.
I know I have amazing friends, the boyfriend and...
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limitedmoon:

Be strong. Good luck, I hope it helps

Mar 14, 2012

littlejohn22:

I'm glad that you are getting better, I'll send you positive mojo when you need it.

Mar 14, 2012

Sorry guys, I have a feeling blog posts will be lacking for a while as I'm having a really bad mood dip at the moment. I'll be back on my feet soon, I hope. Till then I may not respond much but I will do my best.

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littlejohn22:

I hope you mode has shifted... rage hard sister and stay real....oh and drink beer too

Mar 12, 2012

littlejohn22:

Excellent... Have a great Wednesday

Mar 13, 2012

Just totally bullshitted my way through a Theology essay... Done 394 words of a 500 word essay and I have NOTHING more to write...
I am such a fail.

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ihsv1683:

You could write about how other religions perceive the Trinity, i.e. Islam, which believes that Allah and the Christian God are the sam and Jesus was a prophet, but they do not believe in the resurrection, so do both religions have the same God?

Mar 7, 2012

nutshell:

only 500 word? :o

Try reading over it and looking for ways to further backup what your main points are.

Mar 7, 2012

Sorry, another irritated blog! But it'll be short.

Why do people think, just cos I'm 20, that my problems are tiny in comparison?
Yes, I don't have a mortgage and I should be out having fun.
But having fun to me is being with one guy and sharing that amazing bond.

Just cause i'm 20 doesn't mean my problems aren't as big to me as...
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nutshell:

Yeah, people take their own shit so seriously that they think they have some right to tell you what you ought to do. And well, the do have the right to say what they want but ffs they've got no right to expect you to agree.

Mar 5, 2012

hanke:

you are so true, problems are problems no matter the age we have!

Mar 6, 2012

So, talked to my trainer and we decided we're gonna amp up my training to twice a week minimum.
We'll be doing that for about 6-8 weeks and then I will be shooting my Suicide Girls set!!
EEEEEKKKKKK

Anyone know any good photographers in Scotland? Friends and boyfriend have offered but I think it'd be better first time with people I don't know...

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physis:

good luck on your shoot!!!!

Mar 1, 2012

chinchillamode:

have you tried modelmayhem?

Mar 1, 2012

Last night I randomly got a message from my friends flatmate accusing me od trying to steal her man... I don't remember wanting him...

some people need to grow up...

hanke:

this world is full of paranoid people!

Feb 29, 2012