boredom ensues...

..was tumbling through tumblr for....ever..and i came across this so I'm going to amuse myself with it

1. bisexual
2. lying
3. ughh...
4. haha i guess my first date with my first real bf, he turned out to be a douche but that day he was really cute and romantic
5. always evolving
6. francescamarjoriekaylakelseyjames
7. right now i'd say the rules of attraction (read it!)
8. ignorance of any kind. seriously, fuck off
9. fucking awesome. gorgeous. the best person i know.
10. polar bear!
11. francesca
12. HA so many reasonsssss. douchebaggery in a nutshell
13. went to school
14. battling inner demons
15. no one comes to mind..
16. lana del rey blue jeans
17. in the snow, saying goodbye. scruffy beard
18. physcially? well girls i like a curvey shape, nice legs and guys i appreciate a cut back and a beard. but that shit doesn't actually matter. i like someone that is comfortable with themselves, can make me piss myself laughing and has a taste for life, guy,girl, genderfuck, i just like humans.
19. none yet
20. PEPPERMINT OREO<3
21. I'm content with where i am at this moment
22. don't wanna go there, its in the past, and it was based on lies anyways
23. masshole for life
24. you love me back.
25. i don't plan
26. "get your shit together, girl!" is a constant internal conflict i have
27. going to school...again..
28. happy
29. nothing comes to mind. never be embarrassed about anything
30. I've had so many that I'm trying to kill. I'm insecure about where my future is heading and i have this horrible insecurity that many of friends don't actually love me and they speak ill of me when I'm not around. i try not to think about it.
31. give all that money to people who actually need it.
32. tall. beard. hilarious. perfect. in a relationship
33. ..........cricket cricket..
34. shoes, does that count? i fuckin hate wearing shoes. barefoot hippie
35. ummm red hot chili peppers, mars volta, avenged sevenfold, bullet for my valentine, three days grace, breaking benjamin, killswitch engage, slayer, five finger death punch, marilyn manson, state radio, iron & wine, all that remains, cannibal corpse, trivium, white chapel, p.o.s, bouncing souls, ummm idk probably a lot more
36. we went over this in #6..?
37. i'm not fit to be a mother
38. i despise the formal idea of a date, dinner maybe a movie, fuck that. lets do something original and full of life or lets just chill at home and get to know each other
39. listening. cuddling. baking.
40. watching my best friend's life nearly slip through my hands, thank god he didn't.
41. spain
42. whenever someone i care about says "i love you so much" something about that "so much" just lifts my heart and makes me feel warm inside and gets me every time
43. mehhhh.... could be worse, and i can't really change it so I'm good
44. my mum's tv
45. awkward. we barely speak...ever.
46. again...no pets..
47. i'll die alone
48. a chance
49. shitty
50. what?
51. I'm not sorry. I love you so much and if you're still disappointed in me for being myself and not conforming to your idea of who i should be that is all your problem i don't care anymore
52. "hahaha sounds like fun"
53. my anxieties. and my sinuses!
54. sexy bodies. a nice smile, which means nice teeth confidence. i'll get a boner for you if you tell me you enjoy some of the same obscure things i do like tripping on acid and going to the museum of fine arts, or watching planet earth all day long in your sweats.
55. hateful ignorant words. nothing irks me more than when people use the words "gay" and "retard" out of proper context. i don't get mad easily but if i hear those words misused you can count on the fact that i will call you out on it and i will make you feel like an asshole. rightfully so, i think.
56. EVERYTHING. fuck. school.

wow...so that was kinda personal and i got a little testy at some parts.. sorry
HA not like anyone is gonna bother reading that bullshit anyways, I'm just sitting here with a nasty sinus infection bored outta my brains trying to have a laugh.

this is what i look like when my sinuses are imploding:

true story.

<3
chelan

ps any more movie or music recommendations? greatly appreciated.

ops if no one's told you today..you're beautiful.