i cleaned the apartment for 12 hours straight today. i had no idea such a small space could need so much time and effort put into it. makes me wonder how long it will take to clean up my brain ah, i love my mind the way it is. it needs some fine tuning, but it's within its eccentricities that i learn the most about myself.
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At-home mystery schooling would imply meditation, yoga, qi gong, etc. Be conscious in every moment. India will always call those that want to know truth in it's rawest form. It's not necessary though. That said, a master will assist in your growth infinitely. That's why I sit with Maitreya. Souls merge, frequencies increase. Zen appealed to me a great deal ... finally. I read a lot about all sorts of truth finding mechanisms. I was only drawn to nullOsho through Maitreya but Osho talks almost exclusively about zen. Read The Power of NOW by Eckhart Tolle. This book is the book. So easily accessed, but it make you work. Know you will burn.
Gangaji
More and more enlightened beings. Why!?
Yep, you're right I don't swap for $$$. I have been thinking... Sex, y'know, passion, etc. But there's this woman at a restaurant whom when I walked there, something about her face... nearly 4 months later, it's getting easier to actually look at her, in the eyes. And I though a woman like that, to recieve a kiss, just a peck, God I think I would, I don't know. But that thought killed the way I looked at sex and love. The simple things are so much more precious.
Humbled yet again.
You're awesome Yumyum. Enjoy your alloneness