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the year end work rush is over and i'm actually getting my desk a little cleaned off.... very nice... time to go out and have a little fun, i think.

ever have something to tell someone but it's a friggin' BIG thing and there's no way to say it that it won't cause huge awkwardness? (no, i'm not in love with anybody. tongue) i just...
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wyatt:
Got your app to SG Motorcycles. Please post in MY journal a little bit about what you ride, where, how long you've been riding, etc. If you don't currently ride, say something about why you should be a member of SGMC anyway. Anything to let me know you're actually interested in SGMC will do. If you know a current SGMC member, have him/her leave me a note in my journal.

Thanks.
killerbekilled:
Ahhhhh... the Poconos... I can still remember running around the woods at good ol' Camp Shehaqua... all teenage hormone and sexual enthusiasm.

....

And as for advice, ask away.

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added pics. check 'em out. i'm not all that photo editing savvy, so took some effort. biggrin
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killerbekilled:
I am indeed a lawyer... and to prove it, I will now bore you with the minutiae of my life today...

8:00 a.m. - arrived at the office

8:01 a.m. - 4:59 p.m. - acted self-important, over-billed, and intimidated the weak

5:00 p.m. -went home and bitched about the fact that I should have been a pro athlete or a warrior poet

7:29 p.m. - hit on a hot chick on SG that is too smart and too good for me. then realized, "fuck, I'm a lawyer, I may have a shot here!". started to act self-important again. wink
killerbekilled:
What type of lawyer am I? How about, "an honest one"? Yeah, didn't think you'd buy that...

Actually, I'm a sole practitioner... I own my own business... About a 1/3 of my practice is divorce and custody, 1/3 is criminal, and the other 1/3 is child advocacy.

I'm not close to Philly... I'm much closer to Harrisburg. Which is to say that I am much closer to the arm pit of hell. But now I'm just being needlessly dramatic.

Why do you feel that you are not important to the world? And even more interestingly, what happened this winter that caused you to realize that?
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oh, and one more thing, had the most messed up wedding anniversary of all time yesterday. yup - i would be married, or should i say psuedo married? got a call at 9:30pm asking me out for 10pm drinks... well, i'm a night chica, so it's all good, until... ah yeah.... annivesary would be a perfect night to discuss divorce, so he brings it up...
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stirfry:
hi. you applied to SG Great Lakes. it really only for people who have attended, and plan to attend more, SG Events and get togethers. as a rule, i prefer you belong to your own regional group first (the city or state you are from). the bulk of the events will be posted in your area reagional group. Great Lakes is mainly because we have larger multi-region events and it makes it easier to plan them. you are more than welcom to re-apply later.

Welcome to SG. biggrin
kungfuvoodoo:


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so, i'm wondering, what is the technical definition of stalking?? .... no reason... confused
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smile laugh a bit when i read my last post. pretty bitter, eh?! hehehe. ah well, heat of the moment you know. still, if someone wants to be all touchy, that's their choice, eh? wink
jovanka:
That's the point of journals, to capture a wrinkle in time. smile
celainen:
so you can laugh at yourself later. surreal
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and another thing - i'm so friggin sick of people offloading their pains onto me.

i've always played the tough girl - i can survive anything and you'll never even know i'm hurt unless i want you to. But that just sets you up as a person people feel they can load their shit onto. why should i have to eat your shit??

nope. now,...
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jovanka:
So how is it that you know this crazy lady?
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cool steel blade
piercing my skin
center of my ribs
into the softness beneath

into my heart
ah the comfort
of the companionship
heart and blade
no longer alone

finally, a reason for the physical ache
body and soul finally aligned
the peace of consistency envelops me

why do i let people talk me out of this heaven?
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ain't much left of me that has very far to fall.

do you believe in coincidence? no way.

a tight drum sequence turns me on.
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really, there isn't even really a sunset to ride off into. all there is is darkness. i don't see any sun. just darkness and you there. holding me. and i just cry. letting someone love me for a moment. i love it so much, and it hurts so much. but it's what i've always longed for. and i have it, there in the dark.