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nene:
What part of Tennessee? I landed in Nashville then headed north to Clarksville. I loved it while I was there.
heatdude:
Girl I'll be in Memphis in May..Just look for me on Beale StARRR!!!
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life is so crazy.
i'm happy to say that it's changing for the better - although a lot of stuff is up in the air, one thing is true, i'm happy to fly by the seat of my pants when i feel like i have people behind me.
i'm still in calgary with the ex, living here until the end of may when i plan...
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countryval:
good luck to you and hope it works ok for youkisskiss
heatdude:
Enjoy..smile
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well,
with a twist of luck, we don't have to move, which means i can stay here until the end of may when my immigration extension runs out. i have to be honest, i won't miss having to deal with that.

things have been strange, still living w/ex while talking continuously with new boyfriend can have it's issues, but we have gotten by. i love...
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mildots:
smile
jonas_thorazine:
Good for you! smile
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im more sure i'm doing the right thing as time goes on. only because since i'm still living here, i have to go through the motions constantly with neil and talk things out.
i feel like this is good because, well it's easier to get your head around things when you talk them out over and over again.
i literally do not remember feeling the...
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heatdude:
Go for it..
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Isn't it interesting how meeting someone can really open up your eyes? I wonder how I get so fixated, and stuck in a situation, and I put up with unfathomable amounts of crap - for YEARS, then I'm like "oh hey I can do better". Wonder how my mind ever got so convoluted.

But this new boy - he's too wonderful to be away from....
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badangela:
That sounds awesome.
heatdude:
wow sounds like you have choices in love, the new one sounds like that's the choice to make..good luck my friend
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i never knew what it would be like to have this....not actual ryan gosling, but like this non stop laughter and silliness with a person for no reason. this is how he makes me feel.
how the hell am i not supposed to gravitate towards it?
and today i said i wouldn't talk to him all day, so i'm just depressed.
i bought champagne, wine,...
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brightredscream:
That is the movies, that isn't life. I can guarantee that what you're infatuated because your current relationship isn't what you thought.
I hate to sound mean, but when you started with this current dude, I told you it was a bad idea.
Either you try to sort your current relationship out, and accept that life isn't The Notebook and fairy tales...or you go out on your own.
I think you really need to be by yourself and stop chasing the infatuation new romance stage.
badangela:
Relationships have ups and downs. You go through those silly phases. Even after being with my husband for 20 years we still go through silly phases like that. Good luck with the breakup.
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i do feel really stuck. i feel like all my friends are so far away and honestly they don't even know about this now. things have changed so much within the last month.
i feel like i've had such a wake up call....all the things i felt in the pit of my stomach before were not right, have continued to be confirmed.
people don't change...
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lovelygamer:
I wondered how you were doing. I knew you were head over heels and had moved away. You need to take care of yourself, even if it's not good for him. It would be different if he treated you well. If he's not, then he doesn't deserve it.
badangela:
I agree with Oxy and LovelyGamer. You need to look after your self emotionally and financially, even if it is not good for the other person.
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can someone please explain why boys are so confusing?
and why does this shit always happen to me?
i really wish i had someone to talk to but i feel like i'm never alone long enough to have a convo about it with anything.
2 guys - basically my best friends
sounds like it should be great but it's hard as hell.
ugh.
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oxy:
if it feels right then do it. Its not giving up if your doing whats best for you.
And dont worry about making mistakes. The secret truth is that everyone else is also making those mistakes, they are just not talking about it smile
jasonmac11b:
Sounds like a rough situation. I've been in that before, but with women of course! I'm living in a hotel for about a month and bored as hell so if you want to talk just message me. I might not have all the answers, but I can listen. Good luck
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i met a boy that i love more
than i ever did you before
so stand beside the river i cried
and lay yourself down
look how you want me now
that i don't need you

this guy - is kinda unreal. i literally have nowhere to brag about him so i am going to brag here.
he's smart, #1, which i find extremely attractive....
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jonas_thorazine:
Ah, I see. Sorry, offline so long I lost track of people's trajectories.

I had some nice, similar feelings recently about a girl who wasn't me now-ex-fiancee.
jonas_thorazine:
I've also had three beers and read your post too fast blush
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zebrah:
new blog i miss u
littlejohn22:
yes... miss you
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semiretiredpunk:
Looks good. smile
heatdude:
You look great. So your there for good now?