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The hunt is on for a nest. I need to find one that I can afford, and where Mr. Mischief will be welcome. I really want to live in this one location that is near to downtown. But, we shall see if I can make it into there. It may not be available until next August, which is kind of far away. I have a...
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spica:
Haha, no... Im not starving myself (as if I could whatever ). Im actually trying to eat healthier!

Miss ya!
spica:
*glomps* kiss
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The week is progressing. I have to wonder if my life is? I guess only I can make it so. I have started to gain momentum. I have a lot of ideas for what I want to do, and how. I need things to do, and people to see. I have way too much energy to just sit and chill. I know that is the...
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Think of you whenever life gets me down..
Current mood: optimistic

I think of you whenever you are not around....

Why should you? There is not one thing, that tells you that you must. I await, that which will never arrive. Each time, I check, and recheck. Nothing, I find nothing. But, why should you, be obliged to fill up my need? There is not...
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A bald Parrot, Filled with Desire for Fiery Maidens

I am realizing more and more, that it does not matter. I will continue this way. It will never cease. I will always need more surgery. I will always feel like...it can be changed. But, it can not. I just have to accept that.

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What we find in the Fall, helps us make it through...
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Random Splashes of Thought and Emotion


Sometimes in the middle of the night, thoughts go rampaging through my heart and mind, like storm clouds in a summer sky. I think of all I want to do, all I want to be, everything I want to create, of those I love, and who I want to consider me with love in their eyes. I consider what...
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Dante Dreams and Pussy Cats

I just found out that my friend, who Y'all see as Spica in my friends list, had her baby boy. His name is Dante. It took 72 hours of labor and a C-section for him to enter this world. And I have to say to my eyes, he is a beautiful boy. She seems very happy, if not exhausted. And...
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My kitty Mr. Mischief got sick again, and I had to take him to the emergency vet. His urinary tract was blocked again, and so he could not pee. I hate hearing that gut wrenching sound of him moaning and crying. It makes me want to weep and explode at the same time. It costs me another 550 dollars. Which of course I did not...
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spica:
OMG!
My best wishes to Mr. Mischief! It breaks my heart. T__T
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The ingredients of Lies and Life

What am I suppose to say or do? It is such a beautiful day outside, and yet, I am reluctant to go out into it. I do not feel like doing anything or going anywhere. But, I will put myself out there. I have to. The alternative is death. Yes, I know this sounds ramblish. And it is. I...
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Itching to Catch

So the thing isI am eternally sad, or so it would seem. I feel myself pulled away from love and happiness. I feel like I am in a French press coffee maker, and the plunger is pushing downward. I feel like I will never be valuable to anyone, ever again. I feel like all the laughter, and all the love, has been...
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meow:
Thanks for the comment on my "Felt" set! kiss

miao!!
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Random Thoughts

Well. You are right. I was very delighted to hear from you as well. I read you E-mail. And I have to say given my current situation, I envy you very much. You are doing all the things I have until this point in life, only dreamed of doing. I love the fact that you seem to be following your heart, and going...
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