bryionak

Just finished my first photo shooting. Nothing serious, just a couple of b/w portraits. Very excited how the final pictures will be. Still one more week until my big photo session. Getting more and more nervous every day. Never did that before. On the other hand: two girls who asked me to do a shooting for them. Will be interesting and a good opportunity to...
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I'm so excited, finally found a good female photographer and made an appointment for a shooting. I have been thinking about that for a very long time because normally i hate being on photos and it's quite expensive. And even worse: i'll be nude at the end of the Session. But i want to do it, maybe it changes my self perception a bit. I'm...
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Need to get my lazy body moving. Thinking about some Salsa lessons, even though i am not a dancer. But tried it once and it was fun. Apart from that, Salsa Parties might be a good spot to look for a new woman in my life after being solo again.

There we are, solo again. End of a relationship with a wonderful start, but no perspectives anyway. We're going to try to stay friends, as we respect each other a lot, maybe even friends with benefits as we're both not into disappointing one night experiences. But it wasn't enough to keep up the relationship. So sad. But not many reasons to complain, it was a...
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A happy year to you all, with lots of fun and love and most important health.

... how my life would be if i would not have lost my father when i was 14 and my mom would not have died by cancer a couple of years later. Better or worse? Who knows ...

Met a girl i haven't seen for a year or so. Amazing to notice that we still have the same chemistry. It was as if we met only a few days ago. Not someone for a relationship anyway because of the age difference. But it was good to see her again. Best thing: i like to do fotos, she's eager to be in front of...
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Things change so quickly. Last year around this time i was the happiest man on earth, deeply in love with THE woman. This year i'm back on the road to nowhere, everything's gone again and we never had a chance to do something against that. So here i am alone again with my broken heart. So i'll ignore These days once more and try to...
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Just watching the finals. Funny to see that most talents are so much better than their coaches ...

... got my TV on the wall and a new soundbar. I love it. Sometimes small things make you feel so much better. This was my Xmas gift for myself :)

Sniffed a bit at Smaugs scaly butt today. Really entertaining, some really epic scenes and i like those moments when Hobbit and LotR get connected. End was a bit overdone though and that fluid gold looked cheesy. Smaug himself though became my favorite movie dragon. Cool animations and that voice ... Can't wait to watch pt. 3 and after that both trilogies in a row....
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... until those days that i'm scared of each and every year. When old scars begin to hurt again and fresh wounds will spill their blood. And once again nobody's there to take care of it. I'll be happier when those days are gone and i'm back in the claws of daily routine that at least bring a bit of a chance to distract me.