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I've been told by various people that I'm very good to do drugs with, I guess because I keep things optimistic and innocent... nothing worse than doing drugs in a heavy and frightening place... I should start charging people for my company.. oh wait.. that's prostitution.
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Apparently the best word to describe you... in lueu of this entry... is "GARBAGE-FAN." biggrin
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I can't get this out of my head. I read it in one of those "Deep Thoughts" books at work:

"With every sunrise comes another chance. With every sunset comes the realization, you blew it"

Since the breakup, I feel like I'm free to do what I want in every aspect....but when I go to sleep tonight, I'm gonna feel like I did the same...
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The trashy, nihilistic junkie-look appeals to me so much. All I want to be is some acid pale sliver of a woman sitting on a bathroom floor in tightie whities, bruised and smoking a cigarette.

Drool for corruption...
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Do you like unknowing corruption? Where you're all kinds of fucked up but you can't see it? I do. I love it.
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Damn. When it rains.....

In 5 days I've lost:

My girlfriend,
My internet,
My mind.
All the alcohol I drank on Sunday.

I feel out of touch with life right now, but oddly enough, I'm not sad.

Hmmm.....

I actually feel a sense of relief in the fact I only have to worry about myself now, and a lot more confidence based on all the...
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korento:
oh dear! lots of positive energy from the Korentoworld!
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When shit like that happens to me, I figure there's only one answer: relocation and name change.
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Tyler told me,

"this is your life and it's ending one minute at a time."

seems like a fitting birthday message.

not in a dark way the way he and Chuck Palahniuk meant it to be, but more in a "go out and live each day as it was my last kinda way.

It's weird. Technically, I should be scared shitless right now. Sure turning...
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I bought that Fiona Apple album when it came out and it's probably one of those things that changed my life. Because Fiona... if I could MAKE LOVE to any female celebrity... it would be her. I wouldn't just go down on her. I would fall madly in love with her, let her abuse me, do rails of coke between her fragile breasts, bury my face in her hair and SMELL it every morning, and sob uncontrollably the inevitable day she would break my heart and leave me for a man who will only ruin her like she ruined me.

But maybe I'm reading into this.
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I am hung over biatch.
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Okay....

I'm not gonna update this thing until my birthday on Friday.

Wait,

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Shit.
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love love Dusty called me "Lover Face" biggrin !! She also called me a "fucking Liar", but any attention from one of my favorite suicide girls is enough to make me blush....then cry, then run away. tongue
korento:
ohhHH! thank you for the shirley manson compliment, that was very meaninful to me! kiss
xip:
Tough love is still love.
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Dorothy was a waitress on the promenade,
She worked the night shift.
Dishwater blonde....tall...fine...
...she got a lot of tips.

Well....

Earlier I'd been talkin stuff in a violent room,
Fighting with lovers past,
I needed someone with a quicker wit than mine...
...Dorothy was fast.

I ordered, "yeah lemme get a fruit cocktail,
I aint too hungry"
Dorothy laughed.
She said, "sounds like a...
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dusty:
awww lover face, im the first sg you crushed on? you fucking liar! i bet you say that to all the naked girls!!! giggle xxx
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Does anyone remember "The Golden Girls"?

Remember Rose Nylund and her asinine stories from St. Olaf?

St. Olaf is real people. Its in Minnesota...and yes there are people up here who really act like that...

...and also on display, we have those perpetually stuck in the year 1983, and to your left, those whose only source of information is on MTV or worse...BET on their...
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Top lines *given while blindingly drunk* from the company holiday party (casually thrown 2 weeks late):

-"...and Tracy had to come and get me and carry me in after I fell and broke my...what is it? Coccus, Cockle....my Cock bone in my back" -Kyle Hansen

-"...after doing an half a bottle of Aftershock in about 12 minutes, I had to have my roommate pour the...
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Waking early Sunday morning....

(Yeah, I know the time stamp says its way later, but its hard to type with a sleeping girl wrapped around you)

....and that's the cool thing. To be able to do shit like that. I could add the word "again", but it feels like the first time. Happily sleeping on "the wrong side of the bed", looking out to see...
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